Hi fuuuuuu66, I am okay but I must admit I have been better. Maybe about 30 years ago before I started my life destroying gambling habit. Ohh how innocent I was then I did not drink,smoke or take *****. I sound a right boring old ****. But then gambling got hold of me and boy did it ruin my life. I had some good ***** though winning gives you that feeling that nothing else can. But today looking back on things, good ***** is the furthest thing from my mind.
What occupies my mind now is, what did I do ,how could I have been so stupid,why me,where am I going to find money to buy my everyday food, how many relationships and friendships have I wrecked, finding money to pay the bills, how to find my next job. Wowww gambling sure did hurt me a lot it has left me with virtually nothing but debt. No one deserves a gambling addiction whether you have 3 post graduate degrees or not any. Gambling does not care if you are bright and intelligent, white ,black or yellow, thin or fat . Gambling does not care about anything but the last pound in your pocket. When you have lost that even then it is not satisfied. loan after loan , house after house it will take everything if you let it. Think of your 3 children and wife and I hope you can find the strength from somewhere to stop this evil habit and your life may get better.
