Hi thank you Cat, RG and Carole!
Cat glad to see you posting again and RG keep going you are doing great. Carole i was so happy to see you have come back. Yipppeee. I am still going well though it has been extremely difficult some days. I hear some people say that its quite easy and they dont fight well i am not at that stage yet though i know if i continue it will get easier. Some days i have been absolutely certain i wont make it. Some days i have actually gone to gamble and i cannot explain the mental madness that goes on in my head but i have turned the car round or gone somewhere else, usually to my next meeting available. I get a lot of strength from GA. I have met some really nice people. The daily fight is there though, it continues and I am doing my all to just keep finding that surrender. not so easy some days in this head of mine. I am my own worst enemy and my own best friend. Thankfully hanging in there, i dont know if i will make this, i hope to. I am for now and thats a miracle. 🙂
