Dangerous waters and thin ice Carole. Considering things you’ve never done before to finance gambling. It might be the most out of control you’ve ever been and it’s good that you realise that but unless you nip it in the bud now, I have the feeling that what you feel at present will sooner rather than later become the norm, and then (speaking from my own experiences), you will consider even more desperate measures to get gambling funds. It is progressive absolutely, and only you can stop it now before it cascades into a catastrophe. You know what you have to do and I’m sure that everyone of your friends here has faith in you, everyone knows that you really can stop this now if you really want to. Enough is enough. Have you had enough yet??
Take Care.
Geordie.