Hi Mike
I’ll keep the light burning at the end of the tunnel for you Mike and I look forward to the day I see you emerge.
The urges do subside and however hard to is to fight them, it is a damn sight better that giving in to them and feeling the pain of the loss that is sadly inevitable.
You haven’t said what you plan to do this Sunday but hopefully you will come back and post again and read your earlier posts; bit by bit your journal will grow and you can chart your progress.
It only takes one true recovery Mike, relapses are not compulsory.
Speak soon
Velvet