Unfortunately today I hit my rock bottom. When I admitted that I gambled away yesterday everything that I had, my friends turned back on me, my significant other told me that we are not breaking up but she is not going to live with me anymore, untill I change something, and my parents are far away. I am completely alone… yes it is my fault wholly, but I don’t know if I can find any strength in me to stand again and fight back… unfortunately I think I lost everything and everyone for whom I cared and I don’t have any strength to win them back…
