[yoyo]

Hi Craig,

I must admit I am not into big words, this why I am/was using that kind or wording.

Fortunately, since last vist here I have managed to do something.

First I have started a new diet so I have lost around 9 kilos, not that I was BIG BIG need, but for my health, I will keep doing this untill I will be fully fit- as I consider. This helps me a lot.

Second, I started doing something with my money. Did a credit, put it into a deposit with my mom and me and all my money now go into returning the loan and paying the invoices. Fortunately, nothing to repay any debt from ganbling or betting.

Now I am without any bets since 17.06.2023 so I am doing better. I am confident will keep it up.

Best regards to all!

[yoyo]

Hi Charles,

Honestly, close to nothing.

I was just wiring all the money to parents or later to wife, of course, not telling them why or how- I have done that before, this is how I managed not to have damages of be in high debt…

For the moment I am thinking of a strategy such as making a loan, wiring all the money to parents/wife and then paying the loan directly from my wage.

Have no other clues for the moment…

I am just refusing to accept that gambling is stronger… hope not to have another lesson.

Few months ago, when I was around 50-60 days with any bets, I entered a casino just to go to the toilet and did not gamble a single penny… I was so proud 🙂

We will see…

#day10 GF.

[yoyo]

It s a fucking disease… keep trying and hopefully will finally do it.

Let me see how this time will go.

Will try to cut the money in the best possible way.

#day7 GF. I am stronger than this.

[yoyo]

#day1 again, not much, 150 EUR gambled… but enough. Must do something to really cut acces to money.

This is the only way.

[yoyo]

For sure, the succes should be stop any kind of gambling… I was lucky enough not to step into any debt… However the money lost could have been a lot If I will add them, but I will not do that.
#day5. No money, no gamble. peaceful, all good for now.

Hope to go over the summes good.

[yoyo]

#Day1 was fuc*ed up a lot of times so now I am there again.

My weight loss was also fuc*ed up…

It was a weird time/period. With losses, of course, a lot of mixed feeling, compulsive addictions to gamble and all the other simptoms that a gambler has… lost nights, smoking a lot..

What is strange is that I managed somehow not to go into debt… I do not borrow money or somehting, I pay what I have to pay and then gamnble the rest… sometimes untill the last penny…

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So. #Day1- Starting at 98 kilos again, hoping to have a jogginh tonight. Maybe some fasting today and drink only water…

I do not understand what is happening with my brain as I consider myself a decent, smart guy to any other things…except this…

[yoyo]

Hello, You can do it!

I think for all could work to cut all the access to our money…to as low as possible.

[yoyo]

Fortunately, I am within his margins but I am very dissapointed in myself for wasting so much money…

Last week had an new buy…

This year lost around 2K.

Upset on myself.

#day1- 18.01.2023.

Hopefully today starting diet (98,3 kg) & sport.

Setting target to loose 18 kilos and have a healthier life.

Hopefully.

This week I have also scheduled a trip abroad- things are ok but do not understand how/why I have this compulsive need to gamble…

• This reply was modified 3 years ago by yoyo.

[yoyo]

Day 6. Again.

[yoyo]

Sites you can find very easy… from whatever, home, work, pc, laptop…. I am exclude from all of them, after I either loose or win.

About the funds, I try to keep them away, this is why I did not have so much disaster, I do not loose more than I could afford, at least this was a good thing which I stuck with.

[yoyo]

Wow, nice achievement! Congrats and keep it up!

How does it feel?

[yoyo]

Yeap. 5th of January last bet. Keep on going back and forward.

Last money cashed in, hope will not be the case for any other surprise from myself.

[yoyo]

Hi justonee,

I think we can all from here understand your emotions….

There is nothing you can do besides forget everything and start changing things around you, including the old habbits.

We all try to get rid of this addiction.

You are not alone!

[yoyo]

Relapsed last time on 19.12.2022. Fortunately, it was a combo of a big win which allowed to be on plus for last several years. I hope this could be the last time I use this drugs…

I do not need it. All is good for me, no more adrenaline needed in my life.

[yoyo]

Still ok today, 27.11.2022, after 15.11.2022.

Hope to have the motivation to enter the new year with new wish.

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