Okay, so it has been a tad difficult. Struggling to fill my time where I would otherwise be gambling… Have a clean house though! I wont *** and say that I have not broken, but still have made some positive steps. Have self excluded at the online casino’s that I used to use. Funny, I self excluded and shut my accounts down at all but my favourite one. So I log on to the computer just now, find myself going to just put 50 dollars in! Realised that I was just leaving the door open.. so have excluded myself and logged straight back on here. Interestingly, I actually have money left at the end of this fortnight due to putting the brakes on. Which is nice. Usually by this stage, I am looking at cheap meals and become obsessive about checking my bank account.
I can see a few people have read my posts. Thankyou… I am learning so much from people that are going through the same thing!
Another day off tomorrow… plan to go shopping!
