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me and you both brother.
Good luck on your journey.

[willeyeEVERstopbetting]

After a careful analysis, I have decided on my ticket tonight. wish me luck boys!

my $100 free play.
Cubs ml, Phillies +1.5, Mets ml, Blues ml, Sharks ml, Raptors ml

to win $2,600

won’t be much, but it’ll give me another punch.

[willeyeEVERstopbetting]

yes.

KC lost on wednesday. which had the whole $500 on it.

I have $0.00 available in my bank now, and an – $10,000 debt to repay. I know where to begin, but I don’t wanna go down that road either.

They sent me a $100 free play just now and for the first time this month I was excited.

I’m debating on putting it on a 12teamer right now, still doing research. if it hits i’ll have $25,000. Long shot indeed, but it’s never impossible. I have hit a 10man in the past.

It’s not over until it’s over!

[willeyeEVERstopbetting]

dude! never bite the hand that feeds you.

I’m not here to bash, I wish you good luck on your journey.

[willeyeEVERstopbetting]

Being broke sucks. I logged onto my sports betting account to see the devastating $0.00.

It has taken more than just money though, don’t get me wrong I have learned valuable lessons travelling this road that are priceless but more than likely not worth it…
the damage has been done, and recovery isn’t gonna be easy.

I had some bonus coins in my account that i changed into $10 free play. played some low stakes poker just to get the gambling itch out of me, logged out 30minutes later up 4$
for the first time in my life, I didn’t want to play anymore.
mainly because the stakes are far to low than what im use to.

Regardless, I bet it won’t last longer than 5hours.

[willeyeEVERstopbetting]

I’m not even surprised…

KC lost.

I’m gonna go have a drink.

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I can’t remember the last time I felt a thrill other than anger from betting in the past month. It use to be so fun.

The last sting got me really got, It happened 11 days ago.
LA Kings, last team left on a four team parlay.
3 of the 4 games already won.
$15,000 return. I’m tuned in.
Game on.
Sharks get a goal 3 minutes in, I already know whats coming.. I want to puke. I knew I should of hedged!! WHY AM I SO GREEDY!!!! My buddy was there with me trying to calm me down, don’t worry man. there’s still plenty of time left but i knew it was already over. Ive been here before, Sharks get another one. 2-0 with half the game left.. Kings finally score 2-1 with 5minutes left in the game.

Game over. 2-1 sharks.
Bet lost. $15,000 slipped right outta my hands.
I didn’t leave my bed the next day.

[willeyeEVERstopbetting]

I have a horrible feeling in my gut, If this bet loses the only option I really have left is to beg for my old job back and lose the only pride I have left.

what have i done?

[willeyeEVERstopbetting]

I’ve tried to get help before; nothing works.
Something triggers in my brain and it takes complete control.

I have banned myself from casinos just to go back in the minimum amount of time (6 months) to get myself removed from the list, but even when i’m on that list I can still bet online. If I remove my account, I can always just make a new one. ban myself from the site? oh there’s a new one for that too. If I want it, I’ll get it, I never thought my resources would ever be this low. I grew up wealthy so this is new to me.

3 hours and 20 minutes until game time.
I’m surprised I didn’t bet an early game just for the sake of betting. It has become that bad in the chase but down to possibly the last bet, I have to be logical.. even though I haven’t slept in over 20 hours.

[willeyeEVERstopbetting]

win or lose this bet tonight; my mindset has been torn apart.
I’ve learned tons of lessons; but can I apply them?

That is when it gets tough..

[willeyeEVERstopbetting]

Hello Hopefulquitter! Hockey is my main sport but Bronco’s moneyline was the bet what got everything REALLY started.
3 to 1 odds. oh my. the cycle it has put me in.

It was a gold mine, well… a tunnel of something to say the least.

I’m watching the giants game at the moment, trying to get an edge on my next bet tomorrow if i’m still alive.
(I’m talking about my bankroll. not literally) I’m not suicidal, though I’ll feel worse than most depressed people
once the final straw has been pulled.
the shots keep getting stronger.

Great luck on your bet, I hope it pulls through! 2man on base atm , no outs. let’s see some runs ! I liked the giant’s today as well but i don’t like playing -1.5 on home teams and the moneyline juice was too high.

For the dreams, I use to always get them; it was only recently they’ve became nightmares. waking up in sweat, ugh.
I don’t have to explain it. you all probably have already read it a million times or know by experience.

Some background on me; I’m 23 I live with my parents (by choice) I have and could afford to move out
not at this exact moment for obvious reason but even when I could I chose to stay here, so I do have
food / place to stay. just no spending money anymore & money to pay back which as a young adult = no fun.
not to mention the other side effects it has done.

I really do want help. I also don’t want to be in debt. I also want kc royals to win tonight.

I need to focus.

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