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Thank you G rec…I will check it out..
Wednesday…I have been having thoughts of going to the casino on Saturday……then I say no to myself ..no.. and try to think of how good I felt last weekend, when i didn’t go and lose money!!!
I have to try and think of something else to look forward too…thats part of the problem as well….having something to look forward too!!!
wally2021ParticipantThank You G Rec!!
I did it!! I made it the entire weekend without gambling!!! the problem is that I don’t have anything to do and I am really bored….where I live winter is really cold and snowy….don’t know what to do to fill my free time void on the weekends????? I know sitting around the house watching TV and reading isn’t going to last very long…ugh!!! this past weekend I had my 3 year old granddaughter over, so that was nice!!!
I just need to figure out what to do with my weekends???hmmmmm
wally2021ParticipantSunday…just woke up…the urge isn’t too bad!!! I feel like I can do this…..I think I can resist the urge to gamble!!! I hope I can
wally2021Participantwell i made it to the bank!! I have $500 +………pathetic
wally2021ParticipantOk…its still Saturday…..I made it to the bank before they closed…uhg!! I took out $500…I reasoned with myself that tomorrow….i would be so wanting to go to the casino that I would take a cash advance at a horrible fee…..I am pathetic…I am still hoping I won’t go tomorrow!!! ???? but I am ready …I have the money…so pathetic!!!
I talked my self into it….hijacked….so bad!!!
at my house I am supposed to get 1- 2 inches of snow…no big deal…where the casino is …1 hour 40 minutes away….4-8 inches of snow…this should stop me but I don’t think it will!!! I have got it bad!!!
wally2021Participantwell today is Saturday…I had thoughts of going to the bank on my way home from work to take out some money to gamble (I shut off my ATM withdrawal ability, so I have to go when the bank is open) but I didn’t do it. I can still go this morning until noon….I wish I didn’t have these thoughts.
This is the hard time for me, Saturday and Sunday…nothing to do!!!
When I deposited my check this week I only kept out $100 instead of $300…..$100 isn’t enough for a casino trip, $300 is!!! I think I would be going if I kept out the $300!!!!
I just have to get through this weekend..I need something else to look forward too!! what? i am going to spend some time with my Niece and great nephew today and then later with my little granddaughter!! I am looking forward to that, but it isn’t the same as looking forward to the excitement of the casino!!! AHHHHHHH!!! this is so hard!!!
And of course I got some decent free bet offers from two different casinos via email and regular mail!!!
I don’t want to lose my entire savings…I can’t!!! I need to just stay home!!!
wally2021ParticipantFriday….the thoughts of gambling started to creep in on my way home fro work yesterday…I thought I could go to the bank take out $500 and even if I lose it , I will be ok but I am due to win…..these thoughts are bad!!! this is my hard time…going into the weekend….I suffer with boredom and loneliness!! the casino is action packed and fun!! I love the casino!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! I need to find a different hobbie that I really enjoy…I don’t know what
I like the ride to the casino….looking forward to playing and winning….but the ride home is always depressing and sad!! UHG
I just have to get through Saturday and Sunday!!!
wally2021ParticipantThank you for sharing your story !!! I am at the very beginning of my journey (recovery or denial for me???)…hang in there….you can beat this thing!!!
wally2021ParticipantThursday…..truck is fixed….not thinking about gambling so much…I am prepared to get through the weekend without gambling!!!!
3 February 2021 at 10:35 am in reply to: I have lost not only millions of dollars but trust from my friends and family #75636wally2021ParticipantGood morning Kaifu,
You are not alone…..look how many posts are on here…we all have an addiction that we are trying to overcome..you are a good person and you have a family that cares about you…that is huge!!!!! maybe talk to your family more…have them handle your finances…..maybe get some counseling!! you can overcome this!!!As I say these things to you, I am talking to myself as well….I am at the beginning of my struggle to overcome gambling as well..
3 February 2021 at 10:35 am in reply to: ਮੈਂ ਨਾ ਸਿਰਫ ਲੱਖਾਂ ਡਾਲਰ ਗੁਆਏ ਹਨ ਬਲਕਿ ਆਪਣੇ ਦੋਸਤਾਂ ਅਤੇ ਪਰਿਵਾਰ ਦਾ ਵਿਸ਼ਵਾਸ ਵੀ ਗੁਆ ਦਿੱਤਾ ਹੈ #104767wally2021Participantਸ਼ੁਭ ਸਵੇਰ ਕੈਫੂ, ਤੁਸੀਂ ਇਕੱਲੇ ਨਹੀਂ ਹੋ ….. ਵੇਖੋ ਕਿ ਇੱਥੇ ਕਿੰਨੀਆਂ ਪੋਸਟਾਂ ਹਨ … ਸਾਡੇ ਸਾਰਿਆਂ ਨੂੰ ਇੱਕ ਨਸ਼ਾ ਹੈ ਜਿਸ ਨੂੰ ਅਸੀਂ ਦੂਰ ਕਰਨ ਦੀ ਕੋਸ਼ਿਸ਼ ਕਰ ਰਹੇ ਹਾਂ..ਤੁਸੀਂ ਇੱਕ ਚੰਗੇ ਵਿਅਕਤੀ ਹੋ ਅਤੇ ਤੁਹਾਡਾ ਇੱਕ ਪਰਿਵਾਰ ਹੈ ਜੋ ਤੁਹਾਡੀ ਪਰਵਾਹ ਕਰਦਾ ਹੈ … ਇਹ ਬਹੁਤ ਵੱਡੀ ਗੱਲ ਹੈ !!!!! ਸ਼ਾਇਦ ਆਪਣੇ ਪਰਿਵਾਰ ਨਾਲ ਹੋਰ ਗੱਲ ਕਰੋ … ਉਨ੍ਹਾਂ ਨੂੰ ਆਪਣੀ ਵਿੱਤ ਸੰਭਾਲਣ ਲਈ ਕਹੋ ….. ਸ਼ਾਇਦ ਕੁਝ ਸਲਾਹ ਲਵੋ !! ਤੁਸੀਂ ਇਸ ਨੂੰ ਪਾਰ ਕਰ ਸਕਦੇ ਹੋ !!! ਜਿਵੇਂ ਕਿ ਮੈਂ ਤੁਹਾਨੂੰ ਇਹ ਗੱਲਾਂ ਕਹਿੰਦਾ ਹਾਂ, ਮੈਂ ਆਪਣੇ ਨਾਲ ਵੀ ਗੱਲ ਕਰ ਰਿਹਾ ਹਾਂ …. ਮੈਂ ਜੂਏ 'ਤੇ ਵੀ ਕਾਬੂ ਪਾਉਣ ਲਈ ਆਪਣੇ ਸੰਘਰਸ਼ ਦੀ ਸ਼ੁਰੂਆਤ ਤੇ ਹਾਂ.
3 February 2021 at 10:35 am in reply to: मैंने न केवल लाखों डॉलर बल्कि अपने मित्रों और परिवार से विश्वास खोया है #120575wally2021Participantसुप्रभात कैफू, आप अकेले नहीं हैं …..देखो यहां कितनी पोस्ट हैं … हम सभी को एक लत है जिसे हम दूर करने की कोशिश कर रहे हैं .. आप एक अच्छे इंसान हैं और आपका एक परिवार है जो आपकी परवाह करता है …वह बहुत बड़ा है !!!!! शायद अपने परिवार से अधिक बात करें… क्या उन्होंने आपके वित्त को संभाला है….. शायद कुछ परामर्श प्राप्त करें !! आप इस पर काबू पा सकते हैं !!! जैसा कि मैं तुमसे ये बातें कह रहा हूं, मैं खुद से भी बात कर रहा हूं… मैं जुए पर भी काबू पाने के अपने संघर्ष की शुरुआत में हूं..
3 February 2021 at 10:35 am in reply to: Olen menettänyt paitsi miljoonia dollareita myös ystävieni ja perheeni luottamuksen #104824wally2021ParticipantHyvää huomenta Kaifu, et ole yksin ….. katso kuinka monta viestiä täällä on … meillä kaikilla on riippuvuus, jonka yritämme voittaa .. olet hyvä ihminen ja sinulla on perhe, joka välittää sinusta … se on valtava !!!!! ehkä keskustele perheesi kanssa enemmän … anna heidän hoitaa rahasi ….. ehkä saada neuvontaa !! voit voittaa tämän !!! Kun sanon nämä asiat sinulle, puhun myös itselleni …. olen taisteluni alussa uhkapelien voittamiseksi.
3 February 2021 at 10:35 am in reply to: Praradau ne tik milijonus dolerių, bet ir draugų bei šeimos pasitikėjimą #120591wally2021ParticipantLabas rytas Kaifu, tu ne vienas ….. pažiūrėk, kiek čia įrašų … mes visi turime priklausomybę, kurią bandome įveikti … tu esi geras žmogus ir tu turi šeimą, kuri tau rūpi … tai milžiniška !!!!! galbūt daugiau pasikalbėkite su savo šeima … leiskite jiems susitvarkyti su jūsų finansais ….. galbūt pasikonsultuokite !! galite tai įveikti !!! Kai jums sakau šiuos dalykus, aš taip pat kalbu su savimi …. Aš esu kovos pradžioje, kad įveikčiau ir azartinius lošimus.
3 February 2021 at 10:35 am in reply to: J'ai perdu non seulement des millions de dollars mais la confiance de mes amis et de ma famille #104843wally2021ParticipantBonjour Kaifu, vous n'êtes pas seul…..regardez combien de messages sont publiés ici…nous avons tous une dépendance que nous essayons de surmonter..vous êtes une bonne personne et vous avez une famille qui se soucie de vous … c'est énorme !!!!! peut-être parlez-vous davantage à votre famille… demandez-leur de gérer vos finances… peut-être obtenez des conseils !! vous pouvez surmonter cela !!! En vous disant ces choses, je me parle aussi à moi-même… Je suis aussi au début de mon combat pour vaincre le jeu.
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