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Thank you G rec…I will check it out..

Wednesday…I have been having thoughts of going to the casino on Saturday……then I say no to myself ..no.. and try to think of how good I felt last weekend, when i didn’t go and lose money!!!

I have to try and think of something else to look forward too…thats part of the problem as well….having something to look forward too!!!

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Thank You G Rec!!

I did it!! I made it the entire weekend without gambling!!! the problem is that I don’t have anything to do and I am really bored….where I live winter is really cold and snowy….don’t know what to do to fill my free time void on the weekends????? I know sitting around the house watching TV and reading isn’t going to last very long…ugh!!! this past weekend I had my 3 year old granddaughter over, so that was nice!!!

I just need to figure out what to do with my weekends???hmmmmm

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Sunday…just woke up…the urge isn’t too bad!!! I feel like I can do this…..I think I can resist the urge to gamble!!! I hope I can

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well i made it to the bank!! I have $500 +………pathetic

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Ok…its still Saturday…..I made it to the bank before they closed…uhg!! I took out $500…I reasoned with myself that tomorrow….i would be so wanting to go to the casino that I would take a cash advance at a horrible fee…..I am pathetic…I am still hoping I won’t go tomorrow!!! ???? but I am ready …I have the money…so pathetic!!!

I talked my self into it….hijacked….so bad!!!

at my house I am supposed to get 1- 2 inches of snow…no big deal…where the casino is …1 hour 40 minutes away….4-8 inches of snow…this should stop me but I don’t think it will!!! I have got it bad!!!

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well today is Saturday…I had thoughts of going to the bank on my way home from work to take out some money to gamble (I shut off my ATM withdrawal ability, so I have to go when the bank is open) but I didn’t do it. I can still go this morning until noon….I wish I didn’t have these thoughts.

This is the hard time for me, Saturday and Sunday…nothing to do!!!

When I deposited my check this week I only kept out $100 instead of $300…..$100 isn’t enough for a casino trip, $300 is!!! I think I would be going if I kept out the $300!!!!

I just have to get through this weekend..I need something else to look forward too!! what? i am going to spend some time with my Niece and great nephew today and then later with my little granddaughter!! I am looking forward to that, but it isn’t the same as looking forward to the excitement of the casino!!! AHHHHHHH!!! this is so hard!!!

And of course I got some decent free bet offers from two different casinos via email and regular mail!!!

I don’t want to lose my entire savings…I can’t!!! I need to just stay home!!!

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Friday….the thoughts of gambling started to creep in on my way home fro work yesterday…I thought I could go to the bank take out $500 and even if I lose it , I will be ok but I am due to win…..these thoughts are bad!!! this is my hard time…going into the weekend….I suffer with boredom and loneliness!! the casino is action packed and fun!! I love the casino!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! I need to find a different hobbie that I really enjoy…I don’t know what

I like the ride to the casino….looking forward to playing and winning….but the ride home is always depressing and sad!! UHG

I just have to get through Saturday and Sunday!!!

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Thank you for sharing your story !!! I am at the very beginning of my journey (recovery or denial for me???)…hang in there….you can beat this thing!!!

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Thursday…..truck is fixed….not thinking about gambling so much…I am prepared to get through the weekend without gambling!!!!

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Goedemorgen Kaifu, je bent niet de enige…..kijk hoeveel berichten er hier zijn…we hebben allemaal een verslaving die we proberen te overwinnen..je bent een goed mens en je hebt een familie die om je geeft …dat is enorm!!!!! misschien meer met uw familie praten … laat hen uw financiën regelen … misschien wat counseling krijgen !! je kunt dit overwinnen!!! Terwijl ik deze dingen tegen je zeg, praat ik ook tegen mezelf… Ik sta aan het begin van mijn strijd om ook het gokken te overwinnen..

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Bună dimineața Kaifu, nu ești singur ….. uite câte postări sunt aici … cu toții avem o dependență pe care încercăm să o depășim .. ești o persoană bună și ai o familie care ține de tine … asta e imens !!!!! poate vorbiți mai mult cu familia dvs. … puneți-i să se ocupe de finanțele dvs. ….. poate primiți consiliere !! poti depasi asta !!! În timp ce vă spun aceste lucruri, vorbesc și cu mine … Sunt la începutul luptei mele pentru a depăși și jocurile de noroc.

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Chào buổi sáng Kaifu, Bạn không cô đơn ….. hãy nhìn xem có bao nhiêu bài đăng trên đây … tất cả chúng ta đều có một chứng nghiện mà chúng ta đang cố gắng vượt qua..bạn là một người tốt và bạn có một gia đình quan tâm đến bạn … thật là khổng lồ !!!!! có thể nói chuyện với gia đình của bạn nhiều hơn … để họ xử lý tài chính của bạn ….. có thể nhận được một số tư vấn !! bạn có thể vượt qua điều này !!! Khi tôi nói những điều này với bạn, tôi cũng đang nói với chính mình …. Tôi cũng đang bắt đầu cuộc đấu tranh để vượt qua cờ bạc ..

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Dobré ráno Kaifu, nejsi sám ….. podívej se, kolik příspěvků je tady … všichni máme závislost, kterou se snažíme překonat..jsi dobrý člověk a máš rodinu, která se o tebe stará … to je obrovské !!!!! možná si více promluvte s rodinou … nechte je, ať si poradí s vašimi financemi ….. možná si nechejte poradit !! můžete to překonat !!! Když vám říkám tyto věci, mluvím také sám se sebou …. Jsem na začátku svého boje o překonání hazardu také …

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Dobro jutro Kaifu, niste sami ….. pogledajte koliko postova ima ovdje … svi imamo ovisnost koju pokušavamo prevladati..dobra ste osoba i imate obitelj kojoj je stalo do vas … to je ogromno !!!!! možda više razgovaraj sa svojom obitelji … neka riješe tvoje financije ….. možda se posavjetuj !! možeš ovo prevladati !!! Dok vam govorim ove stvari, razgovaram i sa samim sobom … Na početku sam svoje borbe da prevladam i kockanje ..

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Tajjeb Kaifu, Int mhux waħdek ….. ara kemm hemm postijiet hawn … ilkoll għandna vizzju li qed nippruvaw negħlbu..int persuna tajba u għandek familja li tieħu ħsiebek … dak huwa enormi !!!!! forsi tkellem aktar mal-familja tiegħek … ħallihom jimmaniġġjaw il-finanzi tiegħek ….. forsi tieħu xi pariri !! tista 'tegħleb dan !!! Hekk kif ngħidlek dawn l-affarijiet, qed nitkellem miegħi wkoll …. Jiena fil-bidu tal-ġlieda tiegħi biex negħleb il-logħob tal-azzard ukoll ..

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