[ujju197]

Hello Cruising247,

Its feel great that, you are 2 months gamble free today.

I am still trying to cope up with my situation, sometime I feels anxious, soon after few minutes I was followed by Panic Attacks. And, on few occasions I used to go washroom and cry. But now I assume all this will make me strong and bring the good soul out my inner strength. And, soon I will also post the same 1 year Gamble Free and so on 🙂

Wish you the best in your journey.

[ujju197]

Thanks Daniel,

I am trying to cope with the Debt Situation, but somehow it makes me stressed. I am not in US.

Today, is my 3rd Gamble Free day. Staying and Going Strong.

[ujju197]

Hello Sjc1,

Welcome on the Forum, wish you the best for your resolution. We all are here to support you.

Looking forward to know more about your story and progress. Posting everyday, will help a lot.

[ujju197]

Hi Dadlife89, Welcome to the forum. We all are a family here and everyone used to help and motivate each other any way around. After reading your story, it feels good that you love your family. And, I assume this love will give you immense power to control your urges.
You are on the right track, keep posting and discussing. There will be lot of Ups and Downs; but we have to keep standing tall.

[ujju197]

Thanks Danieldrake1 & Cruising 247 for the Motivation. I am doing well from last 2 days. After Relapse Its Day 2 for me.

But the Debt is making me feel depressed, people used to call to get their money back and I don’t used to have any reply. Just trying to prepare a plan for the same, but till time blank.

But will come out of this too, as we used to say One Day at a time.

[ujju197]

Hello Cruising247,

Its delight to read your check-in updates. And, Feel good that someone like me is doing tremendously well to achieve the feat we all are looking for.

I am back on Day 2, but I am on track too. Any suggestion about managing the debts, how you have done that.

[ujju197]

Finally After 6 Days of Gamble free, I relapsed again (last Night).

– It was neither a big amount, neither a big loss. But its a real big on my heart, that I failed in my first attempt.
– Day/Night, I just think about the Debt which triggers me to relapse. Hope Almighty shows me sunshine, slowly and gradually so I can stay gamble free for long.

I don’t want to play or spend any kind of money on these casino sites.

Today, I am Back on Day 1. (Sucidal feelings run through my mind every hour, but I want to be strong to come as a Champion soon. )

[ujju197]

Hello Daniel,

I assume you are still in the stage where you just need emotional assistance, rest is fine with you. And I feel you are brave enough to cope with your situation.

Thus, I suggest that assume GT as your second family, and share everything here with your daily updates. This will help you keep insight of yourself noted and rectified.

Hope, We all can help each-other in all respects, and beat this demon to hunt us back again.

[ujju197]

Thanks Charles for some Nice Suggestion.

Today is actual Day 4, I haven’t gambled. This might be because of 2 reasons
1. Inner Guilt
2. No access to funds

But the debt mountain is making me bleed from everywhere. I am totally dumb in respect to finance that how to cope with it. And, I assume this is the biggest problem with Gamblers like us. At one stage we get stucked and than start thinking of being normal.

At this platform, I want to confess that I have fetched money by all means (good or bad) from my friends and relatives. I feel, I am bundle of lie and have no respect within myself/family or friends. Seems lost everything.

Sometimes, I think of measures to finish myself; but next moment I realized “That I don’t want to die as coward; I want to be the best again”.

The road to normalcy for me will be very long, with my current capacity I assume it will take around 3-4 Years. Just want to pray from Almighty to give me guts so I didn’t get back to the black/foggy street again.

[ujju197]

Hello,

My situation is same too, thus my suggestions are:-

1. Don’t think of Debt for next 2-3 Months. Give your full salary to your sibling and tell him to manage during this duration.
2. Focus only, how to get rid of Gambling and Playing
3. I can guarantee, you there will be relapses during this period too; you will borrow or cheat to get money. (but this is a recovery phase)

So try by focusing on “Stop the Gambling”

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