Thank you for your kind message Monica.
I have told my girlfriend. We were videochatting this morning and she was asking me about finances, and I was trying to dodge the question… she was getting annoyed with me. It was at that point I realized I couldn’t hide it from her any longer. I sent her a few emails explaining whole situation, what has happened, what I am doing to fix it, and how bad and remorseful I am about everything. It’s nighttime over there now, so we will see her response when she gets it when she wakes up, and then we’ll see what happens from there.
Yes, thankfully I have come to terms with everything before it got even worse. I am working to making things right. There is addictions counselling which I have started attending. In a few months time I will have sorted everything out. For now I just need to take it a day at a time.
