[sunny82]

Hi Aellis,

Thank you for your support and taking the time to respond to my message.  We both understand the pain of this ugly disease.  I do have faith and hope that when we look to the positive, things will work out.  No matter what, even if it’s with a life without the partner we love.  My husband has seeked help, we are in the middle of finding a thearpist.  I also have stepped aside and focused on myself, it’s so true what Violet says..don’t lose yourself in this situation.  My husband has his own issues to solve, he’s been through a lot in his life and most recently something that has to do with his daughter.  So it’s a mix of depression as well.  He has a great heart and I pray the proper help helps him heal.  I hope that for you as well.  I’m assuming there is a lot of love for your boyfriend.  You are right, actions speak louder.  I’m in the middle of seeing my husband take action and we will both proceed and see where we are heading.  It’s hard as hell! Don’t get me wrong, he’s had the urge to gamble and he can’t.  He’s given me power of all his accounts and so when he got the urge he had no money, he sat in his pain and he said it was horrible.  I’m happy there is support out there for us as well.  Talking about it gives me some relief and again..faith & hope 

[sunny82]

Jag ser den cykeln nu. Wow, det är kraftfullt, jag är i det inte inser det. Jag vet inte hur jag ska bli avskild från min CG och komma ur min cykel.

[sunny82]

I see that cycle now. Wow, that is powerful, I am in it not realizing it. I don’t know how to become estranged from my CG and get out of my cycle.

[sunny82]

Teraz widzę ten cykl. Wow, to jest potężne, nie zdaję sobie z tego sprawy. Nie wiem, jak oderwać się od mojego CG i wyjść z mojego cyklu.

[sunny82]

Teď vidím ten cyklus. Páni, to je silné, jsem v tom, aniž bych si to uvědomoval. Nevím, jak se odcizit své CG a dostat se z cyklu.

[sunny82]

나는 지금 그 사이클을 본다. 와우, 그것은 강력합니다. 나는 그것을 깨닫지 못합니다. 나는 내 CG에서 멀어지고 내 사이클에서 벗어나는 방법을 모릅니다.

[sunny82]

मैं अब वह चक्र देखता हूं। वाह, यह शक्तिशाली है, मैं इसे महसूस नहीं कर रहा हूं। मुझे नहीं पता कि मैं अपने सीजी से कैसे विमुख हो जाऊं और अपने चक्र से बाहर निकलूं।

[sunny82]

Ich sehe diesen Zyklus jetzt. Wow, das ist mächtig, ich merke es nicht. Ich weiß nicht, wie ich mich von meinem CG entfremden und aus meinem Zyklus herauskomme.

[sunny82]

Βλέπω αυτόν τον κύκλο τώρα. Ουάου, αυτό είναι ισχυρό, δεν το καταλαβαίνω. Δεν ξέρω πώς να αποξενωθώ από το CG και να φύγω από τον κύκλο μου.

[sunny82]

Ik zie die cyclus nu. Wow, dat is krachtig, ik zit erin en realiseer het me niet. Ik weet niet hoe ik van mijn CG kan vervreemden en uit mijn cyclus kan komen.

[sunny82]

Jeg ser den syklusen nå. Wow, det er kraftig, jeg er i det og skjønner det ikke. Jeg vet ikke hvordan jeg skal bli fremmedgjort fra CG og komme meg ut av syklusen min.

[sunny82]

Veo ese ciclo ahora. Vaya, eso es poderoso, estoy en eso sin darme cuenta. No sé cómo alejarme de mi CG y salir de mi ciclo.

[sunny82]

Jien nara dak iċ-ċiklu issa. Ara naqra, dak hu qawwi, jien fih ma nindunax bih. Ma nafx kif nista 'nitbiegħed mis-CG tiegħi u noħroġ miċ-ċiklu tiegħi.

[sunny82]

میں اب وہ چکر دیکھ رہا ہوں۔ واہ ، یہ طاقتور ہے ، میں اس میں ہوں اس کا ادراک نہیں کر رہا۔ میں نہیں جانتا کہ اپنے سی جی سے کیسے الگ ہو جاؤں اور اپنے چکر سے کیسے نکلوں۔

[sunny82]

Eu vejo esse ciclo agora. Uau, isso é poderoso, eu estou nisso sem perceber. Não sei como me afastar do meu CG e sair do meu ciclo.

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