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One more thing that I feel that is important.I ended my last relationship last October.Around that time I played a lot and I beleive it was some kind of turning point.It was not a good time for me, and then i developed the habit to play every time I was nervous and streessed.Having a bad day – lets play some slots, having a boring night – lets play some slots.PLaying slots turned into a reward, when something bad happened to me.One more thing to fix!

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Thank you for the nice words.I liked what Lily Nix said about saying it out loud.Tonight I did that.I went out for a drinks with some of my closest friends and I shared that I blew a lot of money playing casino recently.I didnt told them my whole story, but basically I explained how I felt and they got my point and it felt good.It felt good explaining people that I did some stupid things that I regret.Now I need to prove to myself that I do not want this anymore and this is not working for me.I had many entertaining times going to casino or playing online casino, but this stopped.So now I need to control my urges and I beleive I can do it.Good luck to you Sara and Lilly 🙂

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And I would like to add few more words.I am very happy that I found this forum.I have been reading a lot of stories here for the past hour or two and although the stories here are about people who made bad decissions and had parts of their lives destroyed because of this bad habit, this is only the start of their story and the end of the story needs to be better.Now I am motivated to visit this forum frequently and write in this topic about my own struggles.When I feel better I will start replying in other topics to people who need the same help that I need now.This is my motivation now and I believe I can do it!

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