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Awww thanks guys, I am starting to feel a bit more normal, just to say though Amy I do have lots of support but along with that comes critiscm and a non understanding way of thinking, I have told my family I’m happy to be reminded that I am a cg but I don’t need reminding what chaos and carnage I inflicted on my life and others

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My new years resolution was to stop moaning about things believe it or not. Then I got thinking what I moan about,and these are the things I tended to moan about, food prices, fuel prices, utility bills,car insurance,oh and my job( not earning enough money to pay for the things I moan about)… But the pattern is they are all money related and all left me with less money to gamble with, so was I really moaning. About the price of gambling???

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Sunny I’m sure an apple has just dropped on my head!!! Not talking about ur addiction to non cg is prob a good idea because I have found myself trying to explain (especially) to my dad my reasons, and the bloody sick truth is I don’t even know myself why I’m a cg more importantly I need to learn that it doesn’t matter why I’m a cg what matters is to not gamble and not to worry why I did … eureka

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Cheers Luke,I sat waiting for a response from anyone in the hope that I would feel better, u have done that Ta, I mentioned to my father that if I saw a heroin addict, I myself would prob say just stop sticking needles in urself, and then my father said”see ur agreeing ” I said mo I’m just pointing out that as I don’t have a heroin addiction I don’t understand how hard it is to stop taking it, the same as u dont gave a gambling addiction dad!!!!!

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I’m not after forgiveness from my family , but I want understanding,Grrrrrrrrrrrrr I feel sooooooooooo bloody grrrrrrrrrrrrr

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Doing good Luke, I have just finished a heated discussion with my father,I like u have found comfort in peoples help on here, it’s nice that people can share all the terrors that come with being a cg ,if I feel **** at home or at work I just read these posts.. Wishing everyone well let’s all keep up the good work

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Poxy Poxy last couple of days at home, tensions really high, my dads view on any addiction is just “it’s easy if u wanna stop” that really f??ks me off, my wife is trying to be nice to me although I know she is deeply upset and extremely angry with me, and I just feel ****

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