[silly_me]

Thanks for the pep talks. I tried to install the Betfilter trial, but for some reason it wasn’t working. I do want to stop. I don’t go to casinos very often (maybe once a year) although that’s where it started. I think the problem is more on-line right now. I thought about going to a local GA but it’s pretty hard to do when your hubby works away and you have children, probably why I came to this site. My husband tells me to talk to him when I get the "itch" as he calls it, but he doesn’t understand the "itch" so it’s hard for me to talk about it. He’s a fixer, he wants to fix my problems and I just need someone to listen most of the time. I think I have a huge amount of anxiety that stems from fear. Fear of everything. I’m sort of rambling, sorry. Just trying to get it out I guess. Anyhow…I suppose I’ll keep this going, maybe it will help to just vent it out to people who understand a little and can be supportive in a way that people with out this urge cannot. It’s pretty funny flyorra, you used the analogy I often use….the demon whispering in your mind. People say they aren’t real, but I think they might just be, only not in the way most of us imagine.
Anyhow, thanks again to those who responded 🙂

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