[Seanraj4731]

Brother you got support here and if there is GA meeting in your area please attend. 

Stay strong man. You are going over come this

[Seanraj4731]

Брат, ты получил здесь поддержку, и, если в твоем районе есть собрание ГА, пожалуйста, приходи.

Оставайся сильным мужчиной. Вы собираетесь пройти через это

[Seanraj4731]

Good day all.
On friday 17 Jan 2020 I attended GA meeting. Making positive changes to my mindset by allowing positive thought to rewire my mind. Living each day without a bet! Its ongoing be aware of the thoughts flowing in my mind. Staying and being GF takes plenty of humbleness and of course support. I am very thankful to continue on my path of self recovery.
Living more healthier each moment without seeing myself at those places where time was wasted monies lost, poor health, stress lies etc were.
Now i look past that told them i am free from the trap i am now 44 days free and continuing to work on being free all the time. One day at a time i am seeing improvement of myself my thoughts and more importantly my health.
Being GF is totally worth a life good at living.
Focus on self healing
Remember Gambling is a big fat lie.
Its deletes positivity so my friend increase your knowledge in positive thinking self reflections self talk.
I went to the casino yesterday and told the workers there who havent seen me that i am free from it since the last time they saw me.
I am happy and giving thanks always for i am living my best life now. Full of positive aura and energy.
Keeping my mentally intact by focusing on words of affirminations and inspiration to uplift myself daily and built my confdence more and more.
Giving advise to those who welcomes it.
I appreciate all who read and follow my tread.
I will be on youtube live on Sunday at Trinidad and Tobago time:8:00pm that will be 11pm UK time. With Santos Rolon Jr. Soldiers of Self Mastery.
I will be speaking more about rewiring the mind to stay on course to rediscover your self worth.
Thank you all.
Blessings

[Seanraj4731]

Good day all
I am thankful and i going to remain humble in all that i do in my words thoughts and deeds. I am going continue on my path of recovery and keeping strong on my focus of self worth.
Thankful for those who poured into my life and to those that made the differences. Keep the faith and continue to share what you know and aware of.
Blessings to all.
Enjoy life to the fullest.

[Seanraj4731]

Good day all Its a new day a renew mind i am GF for 42 days and going strong. Positive mindset. Keeping my mind focus on the target i am going to achieve. I met with a teacher yesterday at the bank and we sat down at a pub there was no roulette machines at the pub which is a very good thing. We didnt see each other 5yrs so there was alot of catching up to do…. anyways we chat over a couple of beers light i.e we laugh talked abt life and of course my problem he knew i had a gambling problem. He told me he has two years before retirement and he has been saving his money to travel. I told him i was addicted to saving. Remembering back in early 2000s i wanted a stereo and i was working as a lorryman, each week i got pay i place a $100 dollars into a book.

20 weeks after i went and brought that stereo in time for xmas. I was the happiest dude ever. Now I am going to take that memory out of my past and rekindled it into my now. Its like a scifi movie lol. I know i am going achieve my goals after clearing out all the debts. I said all that to say you going to still have great moments in life without falling into that web of lies those machines placed on your mind. I am enjoying my life. Today i am feeling awesome. Perfect health. Good wellness of my body.

#Thankful

#Positive

#Giving

[Seanraj4731]

Think wisely my friend re think renew that mindset. Repeat this  I AM GOING STOP COMPLETELY! I AM STRONGER THAN THIS URGE. SEE ME RISE AGAIN FROM IT ALL. 

Regain your positive energy brother. Take a deeper look at your health that is your great wealth. Relive renew your mind to who you were before your first bet.remember that memory of who you were then. Now that is the only memory you shall focus on. Reshape your thinking man. You are well able to make or break yourself.

Think positive brother.

[Seanraj4731]

Думай мудро, друг мой, подумай, обнови это мышление. Повторите это Я ПОЛНОСТЬЮ ОСТАНОВИТЬ! Я СИЛЬНЕЕ, ЧЕМ ЭТО НАСТОЯЩЕЕ. УЗНАЙТЕ МЕНЯ СНОВА ВОСКРЕСИТЬ ОТ ВСЕГО.

Верни себе положительную энергию, брат. Присмотритесь к своему здоровью, которое является вашим огромным богатством. Переживите заново, обновите свой разум до того, кем вы были до вашей первой ставки. Вспомните, кем вы были тогда. Теперь это единственное воспоминание, на котором вы должны сосредоточиться. Измените своего мыслящего мужчину. Вы можете сделать или сломать себя.

Думай позитивно, брат.

[Seanraj4731]

Self reflection as i focus on self healing and recovery i met with those who wont admit they have a gambling problem. Those i met side track away from admitting they in need of help instead they say they in somewhat of a control of it. I admit i was like that until that day i made the life changing decision which is benefiting me in terms of getting back my health. Thankful i am in good shape and i am truly grateful for a perfectly amazing new health.
As i use my vacation time to sort out debts and the finances by budgeting and making plans to use money for investments into food business or a furniture place i am weighing out the options. I will discuss further as i progress being GF.
I am distracting my mind constantly with new ideas and observing where my thoughts are.
The urge to be addicted to self worth has realign my inner thoughts to better create or shift of my own perception of reality. Imagination is very powerful.
Tap into it look at the possibilities of being absolutely free in your mind where you are enjoying the awesomeness of life. Glorious of what life is and the amazing feeling it brings when you are truly thankful. Giving back is also key to be amaze at the powerful of making a difference in someone elses life.
Its absolute great feeling this way being 100 percent GF.
Thank you for taking the time out to read my tread.
Blessings always.

[Seanraj4731]

Good day Jane

Yes somethings are beyond our control. Especially other people actions thoughts and their words. We have full control of our reaction respond and what we allow to soak into our minds daily.

Jane you are doing great observing where you are and how you are preparing your mind to face reality. Be thankful always for good health. Thinking of recovery and self healing.

Keep on keeping on

[Seanraj4731]

All is not lost brother. feeling that same pain man. Firstly i must say welcome and thank you for posting. You are in the right place. To seek support advice and guidance. Keep reading people testimonies on this website. Rewire your mind by it. It help me. Keep journaling here on your progress.
It takes one step at a time to recover and rediscovery your self worth. Speak to your financial institution to reduce your payments. Block your self away from websites that contains casinos betting etc. Install gamban. Barriers must be in place between you and those places.
Second you need to be honest come clean to your wife. Set aside your ego and pride let her know everything abt your problem.
Brother keep your mind on peace and positivity that you are going rise above this. Keep your mind distracted; read alot of this addiction; look at youtube videos Santos Rolon Jr. Soldiers of self mastery.
Keep on journaling. Self talk.observe your thoughts. Look at where u are now and continue to imagine you are GF and debts free.
You are an amazing person.
Thank you bro.

[Seanraj4731]

I am very happy to read from you man. That is awesome you are GF. Keep it up man. You are going be amazing each moment bro. You inspire me as well. Thank you. I appreciate your feedback.

Stay positive always. Be thankful.live and enjoy your life bro.

[Seanraj4731]

Good day jurhen2 Thank you for creating this journal man i relate to alot to what you have written. I had been down that same road with gambling roulette the part where you say you knew where you were heading yet you kept on walking to the place…. man i experience the same lost all the money except money to travel back home. Thinking hard about where i am gonna get money for the week to buy food travel and pay bills. After 5 yrs bro i quit on the 06 dec 2019. You can read my journal. Anyways this habit had plague me over and over relapses kicking myself when i lost money fighting with myself alone screaming cursing out in the car like a mad man  while i was driving.

Similiar to you i crash my vehicle a month before i actually stop gambling. I lost $6000. The day before i decided enough is enough no more. I woke up the next day 6/12/19 sat down behind my computer and typed in “gambling therapy.org” and read people testimonies for about three hours. Rewiring my mind. I am now 40 days GF. I lost my wife and son because of this habit. Now i am living mybest life now. Brother once you made up your mind to seek help for this habit seek support and encouragement. If there is any GA meetings you should attend. Fri 10 jan 2020 was my first GA meeting. It was very positive. I found a good community of people to relate to. I am also seeking therapy. I am now in control my own finances. I know i said before i am going keep on going on my path of recovery and rediscovering my self worth. Brother continue to seek counsel get help. Read the forum postings and you keep on posting your progress. Welcome to a new chapter of your life man.

[Seanraj4731]

I am thankful for the right words in my mind as i am going forward into each moment.keeping the right thoughts always for my recovery and to rediscover my self worth. Milestone 40days. Its the time i must be spend in the wilderness seeking direction and guidance to attain freedom. I am here and i am setting the goals needed to achieve and i am going to achieve them. I am very grateful, always for the little and simple things in my life thus far.

Unfortunately this divorce is the least of my problems. Knowing fully now she wants to move on with her life because i am standing in her way with my own problems. I am happy i am moving out of her way and allowing my self to heal and fully recover aside from the fact that the negative words being thrown at me from her mouth each time she feels hurt. I am 40 day GF. And i am going continue on my path of self worth. I am aware of who i am and noone tells me otherwise because it is just rubbish in need of disposal. Thank you for reading my tread fill your mind with your own words of positivity and control your thoughts which may cause those triggers reoccur.

Met with a close friend yesterday who was addicted to gambling on the same roulette and was again reminded of those moments where you were; playing the machines in places i thought i never be. Places where thugs drug pushers and gangsters hang out. Thankful i got out alive. At the time the focus was winning back money that was lost. After cashing out or when you walked out without a cent in the pocket you felt the stares and the glancing you may get from those in the bars pubs and casinos. Thankful i am happy being alive. I am free of that trap

Self worth

Self recovery

Self development

Self healing

Rewired of the mind

Renewing of the mind

Refocus of the mindset

Now i am alive in newest of health and strenght. Being thankful

[Seanraj4731]

ਦਿਲਾਨੋ ਮੈਂ ਤੁਹਾਡੀ ਤਰੱਕੀ ਨੂੰ ਪੜ੍ਹ ਕੇ ਖੁਸ਼ ਹਾਂ ਹਾਂ, ਤੁਹਾਡੀ ਸਿਹਤ ਠੀਕ ਹੋਣ ਦੀ ਸ਼ੁਰੂਆਤ ਤੁਹਾਡਾ ਸਵੈ -ਇਲਾਜ ਹੈ ਹੰਕਾਰ ਅਤੇ ਹਉਮੈ ਨੂੰ ਭੁੱਲਣਾ ਤੁਹਾਡੀ ਪਤਨੀ ਨੂੰ ਵਿੱਤ ਸੰਭਾਲਣ ਦਿਓ. ਬਜਟ. ਕਰਜ਼ਿਆਂ ਦਾ ਭੁਗਤਾਨ ਕਰਨਾ ਅਰੰਭ ਕਰੋ. ਇਹ ਰਿਕਵਰੀ ਦੇ ਕਦਮ ਹਨ. ਤੁਹਾਨੂੰ ਇਹ ਆਦਮੀ ਮਿਲ ਗਿਆ. ਇਸ ਤੋਂ ਉੱਪਰ ਉੱਠਣਾ ਜਾਰੀ ਰੱਖੋ. ਮੈਂ ਆਪਣੇ ਦਿਮਾਗ ਵਿੱਚ ਸੁਤੰਤਰ ਹੋਣ ਜਾ ਰਿਹਾ ਹਾਂ ਅਤੇ ਮੇਰਾ ਧਿਆਨ ਰਿਕਵਰੀ ਹੈ.

ਪੋਸਟ ਕਰਦੇ ਰਹੋ ਆਦਮੀ. ਤੁਸੀਂ ਬਹੁਤ ਵਧੀਆ ਕਰ ਰਹੇ ਹੋ. ਤੁਹਾਡਾ ਧੰਨਵਾਦ.

[Seanraj4731]

Dilano, sunt fericit să-ți citesc progresul, da, începe să-ți redresezi focalizarea principală este vindecarea de sine uită de mândrie și ego-ul lasă soția să se ocupe de finanțe. Buget. Începeți să achitați datoriile. Sunt pașii către recuperare. Ai acest om. Continuați să vă ridicați peste aceasta. Voi fi liber în mintea mea și concentrarea mea este recuperarea.

Continuă să postezi om. Te descurci foarte bine. Mulțumesc.

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