Thanks for your reply. Its not that my partner knows, but I am constantly lying to him about money and why I cant afford things that he expects me to be able to afford. I am excluding myself from all sites that I remember setting up, which is a task in itself.
I am focusing on the positives. I am young, have a great partner and great family. If I can nip this now, I can spend less time worrying about finances and more time enjoying what I am earning and what I can spare. Thank you again for your response. Its strange to speak to someone about this, let alone someone I dont even know. However, I feel like this is a positive step in the right direction in itself. Thank you
