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Thanks to all who shared recovery poetry.

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Dziękuję wszystkim, którzy dzielili się poezją odzyskiwania.

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Obrigado a todos que compartilharam poesia de recuperação.

[i’m_free]

Thanks to all who shared recovery poetry.

[i’m_free]

Obrigado a todos que compartilharam poesia de recuperação.

[i’m_free]

Paldies visiem, kas dalījās atveseļošanās dzejā.

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Dank aan iedereen die herstelpoëzie heeft gedeeld.

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Все это так свежо; вступая в схватку еще раз одаать протягивая руку. Все области моей жизни, которые требовали внимания и были отодвинуты на второй план из-за использования щелей, чтобы уйти от напряжения и нерешительности и т. Д .; вот с чем я сейчас сталкиваюсь. Мне нужно делать маленькие шаги, чтобы меняться и прогрессировать в жизни. Я чувствую, все еще чувствую себя в тумане. Иногда становится хуже, прежде чем становится лучше … столкнуться с ситуациями в моей жизни и больше не начинать компьютерную графику. Я делаю и то, и другое. Бесплатно

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This is all so fresh; coming to grips once again odaat by reaching out. All the areas of my life that needed attention and were being backseated by using slots to get away from the tension and indecision etc.; these things are what I now face. I have to take small steps to make change and progress in life. I feel , still feel in a bit of a fog. Sometimes it gets worse before it gets better… facing the situations in my life and not starting to cg again. I am doing both. Free

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I was waiting all day for a phone call and it seems that the coordinator got the times mixed up and the counselor called at the time I was quoted but it was a different time zone. I saw a call that said restricted so I didn’t answer it. I then found a message which was good. So she and I are trying to find a time that works by doing messaging as her number is private so clients can not call directly. I understand.
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nI’m happy that i got to speak with a volunteer on live chat on this site as it helped me.
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nWriting in the journal is healthy and thx. for all who share.
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nI’m having visions of the machine that seemed to pay out. But it doesn’t pay out when you expect it to. It’s all chance. I often have been duped into thinking that this one machine or that one machine will help me but even when that machine kicked in I still would put the money back in or take it home and then go back eventually because it’s compulsive … I was in denial. I want to stop thinking about a few machines that gave me any kind of false ideas. There is not way to navigate slot machine pay. And for compulsive gamblers it eventually goes back in one way or another. I’ve been digging a hole…. Thank God , I have some sanity left and a chance to regroup. To feel for my losses is way to great to take on. I recognise the loss and the addiction and it’s serious… but it’s hard to feel to match the extent of the damage and loss… freestar

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Later today I have that first counseling appointment. I don’t know how I feel because I’m coming out of such denial. I’m confused. Many times after I gambled during this relapse I declared it was my last and took measures to try to balance out my life accept and go on. But there were also some period where I was certain that I could be in control. I almost wish I had not won a few thousand dollars one day a couple months ago. I was ecstatic! Then I went back and won a bit more and also took that home. Then I keep on going back and spent it ALL plus more. Also prior to the ‘win’ , if I can even call it that, I had lost lost lost each time. My story I know is similar to others. IT’s just this way for people who compulsive gamble. So I’m confused about how I feel . AT times like this I feel ungrounded. I don’t want to be in an exaggerated recovery because I want to maintain. It seems I’ve often been completely devoted and so serious that I went in the other direction ultimately. I guess there is no rhyme or reason. I’m glad I took a first step and dusted myself off … don’t know if I’ll ***** days except that I want each day to be fresh and new. free star

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मैंने आपकी कुछ पिछली प्रविष्टियाँ पढ़ीं और आठ घंटे की स्लिप के बारे में देखा और लड़का क्या मैं इससे संबंधित हो सकता हूँ और आपने जो कुछ कहा है। दुर्भाग्य से मेरे पास केवल एक स्लिप अप नहीं था क्योंकि अब मेरे पास इस बड़े रिलैप्स पर अनगिनत दिन हैं जो एक दिन ऐसा लग रहा था। हर बार मुझे लगा कि यह आखिरी है। अब मुझे कुछ परामर्श मिल रहा है और मैं मदद के लिए वापस आ गया। धन्यवाद। आप सभी के लिए साझा किया। यह मदद करता है और मैं आज आपके अच्छे दिन की कामना करता हूं। फ्रीस्टार

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Tôi đã đọc qua một số mục cuối cùng của bạn và thấy một bài về sự trượt dài trong tám giờ và cậu bé, tôi có thể liên hệ với điều đó và phần lớn những gì bạn đã nói không. Thật không may, tôi đã không chỉ có một lần trượt ngã vì bây giờ tôi đã có vô số ngày trải qua cơn tái phát lớn trông như thế này vào một ngày nào đó. Tôi nghĩ đây là lần cuối cùng. KHÔNG, cuối cùng thì tôi cũng nhận được một số lời khuyên và quay lại để được giúp đỡ. cám ơn. cho tất cả những gì bạn đã chia sẻ. Nó hữu ích và tôi chúc bạn một ngày tuyệt vời hôm nay. freestar

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میں نے آپ کی آخری اندراجات میں سے کچھ پڑھا اور آٹھ گھنٹوں کی پرچی کے بارے میں ایک کو دیکھا اور لڑکا کیا میں اس سے اور آپ کی کہی ہوئی باتوں سے زیادہ تعلق رکھ سکتا ہوں۔ بدقسمتی سے میرے پاس صرف ایک پرچی نہیں تھی کیونکہ اب میں نے اس بڑے ریلپس پر ان گنت دن گزارے ہیں جو ایک دن ایسا ہی لگتا تھا۔ ہر وقت میں نے سوچا کہ یہ آخری تھا۔ NO میں آخر میں کچھ مشاورت کر رہا ہوں اور مدد کے لیے واپس آیا ہوں۔ شکریہ. ان سب کے لیے جو آپ نے شیئر کیے ہیں۔ اس سے مدد ملتی ہے اور میں آپ کے لیے ایک اچھا دن چاہتا ہوں۔ فری اسٹار

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Leí algunas de sus últimas entradas y vi la del desliz de ocho horas y, ¿puedo relacionarme con eso y con gran parte de lo que dijo? Desafortunadamente, no solo tuve un desliz, ya que ahora he tenido innumerables días con esta gran recaída que se veía así algún día. Cada vez pensé que era la última. Ahora finalmente estoy recibiendo un poco de asesoramiento y volví en busca de ayuda. Gracias. por todo lo que compartiste. Ayuda y te deseo un gran día hoy. freestar

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