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Sorry you are feeling depressed.  It seems that recovery does not take away depression but gambling adds to it.  What do you think?  Free

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Just for today I’m free, it’s one day at a time, right? I use some self healing practices to balance and refind wellbeing . The money doesn’t instantly come back to me but in time I can rebuild and be grateful for the simple basic gifts of life. I can, we can do this… with a higher power of our own perspective and definition. Yes, I think /feel the recognition of a higher power brings gratitude, humility and other gifts of spirit which heal our lives and souls after the dark episodes that gambling brings. Free

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The gates of hell have been closed ie. self exclusions…

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Het is heel inspirerend om te horen hoe goed je je voelt tijdens 100 dagen… ik heb dat goede gevoel vele malen gehad gedurende deze jaren, ik ben er een tijdje mee gestopt en ik weet dat ik het odaat opnieuw kan doen. Bedankt en een fijne dag vandaag. Vrij

[i’m_free]

It’s very inspiring to hear how good you feel going on 100 days… i’ve had that good feeling many times over during these years I’ve stopped for periods of time and I know I can do it again odaat. Thank YOU and have a good day today. Free

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thx Charles, I’m glad that you are HERE!

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Made it through the night. I can always manage to regain some peace but the bank account does not regain money and THAT is hard to digest. I can’t dwell of loss. odaat. I’m continuing to stay one this track. Free

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I went to do a self exclusion and I didn’t take precautions… the addiction took over. I did do the exclusion and it is at my used to be favorite casino and it’s also the closest to my rental. I lost a lot  of money and went into full addictive mode. I have two more casinos I want to exclude at and I will take no money and no debit card in my car when I go. I need to do this. I was opposed to self exclusions at first but now I am going to do it. Today is now what you call day one and I’m not giving up . I have to accept and go on. I have to be okay with myself and believe that I am back on track and maybe even stronger with my odaat commitment to myself. I want to do the other two exclusions this coming week, very soon. Free

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Day 14
nTwo weeks ago I left a casino, went to my bank and closed and reopened an account to refresh or renew my vow to not have atm withdrawals on my history; in other words , a clean slate. Since then I bought two scratcher cards with $ cash I had in my wallet and it felt so bad that I don’t want to do that again.

[i’m_free]

मैं विषय समूह का भी आनंद लेता हूं, आपके और अन्य लोगों के साथ साझा करने वाले समूह का हिस्सा बनकर अच्छा लगा। मुफ़्त

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Мне также нравится тематическая группа, приятно быть частью группы, которая делится с вами и другими. Бесплатно

[i’m_free]

Ich genieße auch die Themengruppe, gut, Teil der Gruppe zu sein, die sich mit Ihnen und anderen teilt. Frei

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Μου αρέσει επίσης η ομάδα θεμάτων, είναι καλό να είμαι μέρος της ομάδας που μοιράζεται μαζί σας και άλλους. Ελεύθερος

[i’m_free]

Man arī patīk tēmu grupa, labi, ka varu būt daļa no grupas, kas dalās ar jums un citiem. Bezmaksas

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Ik geniet ook van de onderwerpgroep, goed om deel uit te maken van de groep die met jou en anderen deelt. Vrij

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