I nearly allowed myself to go on a low with that. Since the post I’ve seen my support worker and permanently self excluded from the site I found and opened laughed night. I’ve also put a parental controls on my phone internet.
I’m upset with myself but I’ve been able to step back and think and not get into the self destruct behaviour (**** it button). Currently at mums cwtching the dog. I’m so glad I didn’t stay in bed moping and letting myself get depressed over it.
Thank you so much for the supportive response. I am going to try to use this forum more x
