[Ruthus92]

Wow you are doing so well that is brilliant its great to see how well people are doing and hoping I can get out of this dark hole I am in at the moment 10 days today

[Ruthus92]

Yes I will try it n see how it goes thank youb

[Ruthus92]

Thank you for your kind words of support and encouragement and trying to help me with my situation it means alot

[Ruthus92]

I tryed joining one the other day but no one else joins it

[Ruthus92]

Thank you yes I am trying to consentatre on my recovery and getting my self better from my depression too and I have done we don’t even speak I’ve done everything I can to try prove my self and I have stopped the gambling and yes I’m in UK currently waiting for therapy to start I hope they can help with my mood n how I feel aswell as the gambling I just feel so defeated and lost

[Ruthus92]

Still a mess I am emotionally shot at my husband still won’t talk to me says he hates me and can’t get past it but I haven’t gambled for 9 days in trying so hard

[Ruthus92]

Yes I just don’t know what to do maybe I should

[Ruthus92]

Yes it is incredibly hurtful and as I am Trrying to work through this it is hard to deal with it all in one go I didn’t set out to do wrong at all and I can’t treat myself with kindness and compassion as I am hurting and feel so awful and so much guilt and hate for myself and what I have done

[Ruthus92]

No it’s very hard as I haven’t gamble for a week as I said but dealing with it all at the same time hurts

[Ruthus92]

Yes I have now not gambled for a week and trying my best at it and yes I hope and hoped that in time things would calm down but I’ve been told my relationship is over for good xx

[Ruthus92]

Thank you so much for all your words of support it means alot when I am finding things so hard at the moment

[Ruthus92]

Thank you so much for all your words of support it means alot when I am finding things so hard at the moment

[Ruthus92]

Thank you for your kind messiges of support it means alot and I hope I can work my way through this 

[Ruthus92]

I am at a stage where I’ve stopped and am doing everything in My power to stay away from it but I don’t have the support of the people I love all I have is people hating me

[Ruthus92]

I am trying to do this to look to the future which is hard as I also suffer with depression which really drags me down I am trying so hard

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