[Ridz_88]

Keeping my head above water for the last 2 days has been tough. After losing my job I’ve been actively applying to jobs with no success so far. With bills and huge debts to my name things could not be more stressful than in this moment. Although no thoughts of gambling I still need to keep my mind active and Gil let time wisely.

Yesterday I had a match with my football team that I play for as well as going to the gym during the day so that filled a lot of my time. At night I made dinner for myself and my partner and that felt nice because when I was gambling I would never make an effort to do nice things for her.

So for now I just need to keep looking for a job and keep busy.

Have a nice day
Chris x

[Ridz_88]

Yesterday was a tough day. Got paid off from my Jon in construction!! The job was temporary and this was always inevitable but the timing couldn’t have been worse with me losing all that money 4 days ago. Extremely down today but no thoughts of gambling. Instead I applied to other jobs and tried to remain positive.

Thankfully I’ve got such an amazing girlfriend who is there for me. She made me feel so much better.

This next week is going to be a challenge, need to try and find stuff to do to fill a void in all the free time I’m going to have. Boredom was always one of the reasons I ended up gambling.

Any suggestions?

Regards
Chris

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