Hi Mike
Thanks for the candid response. I am battling. Really Battling. I am not sure that you fully grasp that if anyone finds out that I am a CP, will immediately lose my practice, my business, and my reputation. Yes I agree joining a group would be from Strength but the risks are all or nothing sooner than later. I need to figure out how to get this under cnntrol though perhaps cognitive one on one therapy or perhaps this site.
Maybe I am really dumb and dont see what other viable alternatives I have.