OMG I have been a gambler for about 20 years on and off and have seriously had enough and really want to stop for good. I feel I don’t stop is because I don’t put in 100% into fighting my urges and keeping up Councelling and online support. I am a pokie addict and it is totally ruining my life. I don’t have credit cards or I can’t get loans bad bad credit. I don’t have a partner or a job. I am a single mum with 3 precious kids. So I receive a benefit one good thing I pay important bills every week/fortnight. What I do use is money left that I should be keeping for emergencies, saving or buying extras we need. I hate it and always end up with nothing. Then I fall into depression sickness. I have had enough I made appt with a counsellor and I am going to put 100% in this time and take day by day. I am so very appreciative of any help for my recovery. It is so nice to talk about it. I am nothing but a liar and irresponsible and ready to change. I wish the best to everybody in recovery.
S.