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Day 17 be glad when chelthenham is all over

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Day 16 in the big brother house haha. Just want to wish all the mothers on GT a happy mothers day use all do a great job!

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Hi David thanks for the post and welcome to GT i wish you every success with your bet free future a day at a time. Sherry has gave you great advice blocks are so important. take care

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Day 13 14 and 15 saturday morning here 910am off today woho haha. dont know if its a good idea ******** days or not im kinda doing it to make me post every day or nearly every day because if theres 1 thing iv learnt over the years is you cant beat this addictin on your own well i cant, i cant talk for anybody else. Mothers day tomorrow have to try and make it extra special for her she deserves it thankfully im able to get her a present . paying a mate 200 back out of the 500 i owe him dont like owing people money so adaat i want to clear my debts . Have to be patient on a lot of fronts not a cgs strong point but i want to change for the better in lots of ways and i also have to remember im not a bad person i never was and never could be yes im an addict and as a result i became very very sick i remember being described by a councilor that i was like a plant that was never watered or feed. its time i take care of myself im a big bhoy now i want to stop going down gambling blind alleys in some ways i think its a form of self harm and adaat i want to have a future and gambling cant be apart of it.

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Day 13 14 and 15 saturday morning here 910am off today woho haha. dont know if its a good idea ******** days or not im kinda doing it to make me post every day or nearly every day because if theres 1 thing iv learnt over the years is you cant beat this addictin on your own well i cant, i cant talk for anybody else. Mothers day tomorrow have to try and make it extra special for her she deserves it thankfully im able to get her a present . paying a mate 200 back out of the 500 i owe him dont like owing people money so adaat i want to clear my debts . Have to be patient on a lot of fronts not a cgs strong point but i want to change for the better in lots of ways and i also have to remember im not a bad person i never war and never could be yes im an addict and as a result i became very very sick i remember being described by a councilor that i was like a plant that was never watered or feed. its time i take care of myself im a big bhoy now i want to stop going down gambling blind alleys in some ways i think its a form of self harm and adaat i want to have a future and gambling cant be apart of it.

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thanks for the post Ed and sound advice definitely gave me something to think about. Have a great weekend mate and keep doing what your doing its working adaat. Neither of us want any more of those dreaded chats with loved ones that all the money is gone again even typing that fills me with some fear. The only way for a stress free life is gamble free i remember being told at a G.A. meeting about 12 years ago that this programme is that simple you could miss it and it really is true. we can do this adaat

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Day 12 very busy atm with work im happier when im busy. Have a we bit of peace of mind atm im enjoying it adaat. My financial situation in the short term is a disaster but **** it its only short term im keeping my head down and just thankful to be alive. Cheltenham on next week i dont care im very optimistic i will avoid it like the plague. Rite im away to watch celtic v juventus

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Day 10 and 11. Big match on atm man united and real madraid should be a cracker. Im doing ok thank God will post a proper update soon go and watch the footie now haha

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You said you prayed for a miracle and low and behold your prayers were answered. Congratulations to you and your daughter she must of really impressed the interviewers being an hour late must of done a brillant interview it should do ger confidence the world of good. You should be proud! Well done

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Hi P thanks for your post just for today we can stay bet free thats all we have to worry about mind u its 725pm over here and im not sure what your time is where you are im getting a bit confused with everybody on different ***** on here mind you it dosent take much to confuse me sme***** haha. Take care

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Sorry neva to hear the sad news use will be in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow God bless

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Thanks P day 9 im doing ok thank God

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Thanks Sherry Day 8

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***** me in 2 adaat a bet free march sounds like a plan

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Day 7 getting the head down not saying much atm just trying to get some bet free days behind me really really determined but tired of saying im going to do this and im going to do that and then slipping at the next hurdle. So im just trying to do it rather than say it. Hope everybody has a lovely weekend this is a good forum very genuine people

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