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thanks Vera im slowly but surely getting a we bit stronger just have to try and be patient it takes time. pretty determined to get focused this time and blocks tighter very aware iv said this all before so have to be very alert have been told about the Time Money and Location situation if you take one of them key words away you cant gamble. Got great news yesterday with work i work in the family business and we got a contract we were really hoping for so its a big big lift. I just have to now try and cut out my financial self destruction another 7k roughly from the end of december and i got no value whatsoever none. Thank God its the weekend take care everyone!

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unfortunately we have a disease that you wouldnt wish on anyone like yourself i have slipped a lot lately but im glad 2 be 2 weeks free from it one day at a time. maybe think of getting rid of credit / debit cards and getting somebody you trust to manage your money. hope things pick up for you take care

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hi Liz hope you and carol have a great time from the sounds of it use will. its great to get away on a break with good company. take care

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thanks RG and cat! im going to try again im very weak at the moment im depressed but i feel a tiny bit better.

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i have gambled again yesterday and the day before im on the road to no town. i would throw the towel in only i have to think of my ageing parents God help them if only they knew i was still gambling theyd be devasted. i think im a caring person maybe im not all i know is i wouldnt wish this addiction on anyone its torturing me and im trying hard to keep my sanity atm. hope Vera is ok !!

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hi Ed just thought id pop in and say ***** hope your in a good place mate. your so right about the brain its been playing tricks with me this last few weeks im in no mans land atm wouldnt wish it on anyone. Look after yourself il be thinking of you on the 10 of august when our 2 great clubs play in dublin. take care

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Привет, Эд, просто подумал, что я зашел и сказал ***** надеюсь, что ты в хорошем месте, приятель. ты так прав насчет мозга, что он играл со мной шутки последние несколько недель, я в нейтральной зоне, и не пожелал бы этого никому. Позаботьтесь о себе. Я буду думать о вас 10 августа, когда наши 2 великих клуба будут играть в Дублине. заботиться

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***** me in unfortunately lost my way in june still licking my wounds

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thanks for the posts. hope vera is ok itl be good to see her back posting when shes ready just hope false pride dosent keep her away to long. iv been very busy great weekend last weekend and then busy with work. Mate rung me the other night that he had 2 complimentary tickets for the republic of ireland v faroe islands and did i want to go so off we go tomorrow night to the match and its the executive level iv a quere head on me for the executive level haha my eyes will be dancing should be good craic faroes not a big team but 3 very important qualifying points at stake so looking forward to taking it all in. my new drink is strawberry cider so il have a few of them haha. wont be taking cash card with me tomorrow why would i i will take enough cash for a good day full stop. God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change courage to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference

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thanks for the posts. hope vera is ok itl be good to see her back posting when shes ready just hope false pride dosent keep her away to long. iv been very busy great weekend last weekend and then busy with work. Mate rung me the other night that he had 2 complimentary tickets for the republic of ireland v faroe islands and did i want to go so off we go tomorrow night to the match and its the executive level iv a quere head on me for the executive level haha my eyes will be dancing should be good craic faroes not a big team but 3 very important qualifying points at stake so looking forward to taking it all in. my new drink is strawberry cider so il have a few of them haha. wont be taking cash card with me tomorrow why would i i will take enough cash for a good day full stop. God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change courage to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference

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thanks for the posts. hope vera is ok itl be good to see her back posting when shes ready just hope false pride dosent keep her away to long. iv been very busy great weekend last weekend and then busy with work. Mate rung me the other night that he had 2 complimentary tickets for the republic of ireland v faroe islands and did i want to go so off we go tomorrow night to the match and its the executive level iv a quere head on me for the executive level haha my eyes will be dancing should be good craic faroes not a big team but 3 very important qualifying points at stake so looking forward to taking it all in. my new drink is strawberry cider so il have a few of them haha. wont be taking cash card with me tomorrow why would i i will take enough cash for a good day full stop. God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change courage to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference

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***** me in 2 cheers

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thanks cat day 78 nothing but rain in ireland atm and forecast for the next 5 days at least. we havnt had a good summer in about 5 or 6 years and this year is looking worse than ever. what can you do thats life. im doing ok adaat

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just for today i will not gamble

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thanks Vera and RG day 76 urges yesterday again so went on the drink last night with limited money just needed a release bit hungover today but im grand and the urges are gone thank God adaat. Im trying really hard feeling quite proud of myself and why not God knows we beat ourselves up something serious after a slip so why not be proud when trying to arrest this disease. I will only get out what i put in with my recovery thats for sure.
hope everybody has a good weekend God bless

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