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Count me in Cat . I got threw september bet free couldnt say that about june july or august but todays more important im doing ok the glass is half full. Great to see a post from RG

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Well Ed sorry 2 hear about your job but its great to hear how well your doing enjoy every moment of the travelling mate. Good luck with the footie tomorrow david moyes under pressure already. Weve a we game on tuesday night haha. Take care

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Still going strong in sep thank God odaat

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Yep your right sad68 its a work in progress hopfully itl be a better forum in the long run. I find the background to white but im sure il get use to it. I maybe should of gave it more time to get used to it.

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Sì, hai ragione, triste68, è un lavoro in corso, speriamo che sia un forum migliore a lungo termine. Trovo lo sfondo bianco ma sono sicuro che ci farò l'abitudine. Forse avrei dovuto dargli più tempo per abituarmici.

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Sim, você está certo, sad68, é um trabalho em andamento, espero que seja um fórum melhor no longo prazo. Acho que o fundo é branco, mas tenho certeza que vou me acostumar. Eu talvez devesse dar mais tempo para me acostumar.

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Jah, teie õigus kurb68 see on pooleli ja loodetavasti on see pikemas perspektiivis parem foorum. Ma leian, et taust on valge, kuid kindlasti harjun sellega. Võib -olla oleksin pidanud sellele harjumiseks rohkem aega andma.

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No gambling in september thank God odaat

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ticking over ok thank God really want this time to be different odaat. im trying to change my mindset

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so far august has been gamble free for me thank God. its as easy to do it right as to do it wrong odaat

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will be hopfully four weeks free from a bet tomorrow odaat. feeling a bit better day by day think the thing that has helped me the most this few days has been fresh air iv went on a few great walks after work and the scenery and views were amazing places i hadnt been to in years and years but yet on my door step, brought back so many memories. yep strange as it may sound fresh air is helping me a lot lately. Thank God the night racing should be soon over 1 less thing to worry about. im doing ok funny when im gambling im never ok.

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85 to get the car fixed thank God it wasnt 3 weeks ago. felt free last night im single i can do what i want i have nobody to answer to maybe not totally ideal and can get a bit lonely at ***** but it suits me best at this moment in time. i havent been totally free from gambling for it seems forever. my aim is to become free from it odaat at this moment in time im sickened by the thought of a bet but i know that can change in a heart beat so blocks are so important to me. i feel a bit more positive i have just exsisted for far to long. all i know is every day further away from gambling i get that we bit stronger and my smile returns and my sense of humour. i kinda got into my head that nobody really enjoys life but iv realised lately the majority of people enjoy life. being an active cg isnt much fun its depressing i hope and pray i can arrest it this time odaat. no gambling means in the future i can go on proper holidays again im sick of donegal haha. make my house more pleasant to live in buy new clothes socialise more etc. when i gamble everything suffers. so heres hoping to a new life free from the misery and pain of this disease

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hope your urges arnt to bad after your slip your totally right what you said to me its not easy but it can be done lets hope we both can do it odaat. take care

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thanks Vera yea it was about time i posted im 3 weeks gamble free thank God. theirs a noise coming from the car that ***** investigating hoping its the exhaust but have a feeling its not just know i cant put it off any longer. the car also ***** serviced been over a year and the timing belt ***** changed its funny how you can always find money for a gamble but it breaks your heart to pay your bills. well odaat i hope to get the car completely sorted in the next month or 2 and im going to go about the noise today. Also have to get heating oil in about 2 months that has to be a definite. Made a firm decision yesterday to have no contact with my female friend we talked yesterday although it wasnt ideal timing as she was hungover and had a cold but one thing i will always remember from the conversation was i asked her was their any chance if i got myself sorted out in the future and she said she didnt know and then she said sure your not going to get yourself sorted out. **** maybe shes right but i think i will try and use that as motivation to better myself. she wants to be friends i just cant be at this moment in time i wished her a happy birthday yesterday for october. it is what it is end of an era but im ok i think **** it thats life. hope to get her out of my system soon and no contact is best for me think shes going to contact at xmas but sure i know fine well things change. my **** should lift soon and continued absintence from this addiction will do me the world of good. my priorties atm are getting myself sorted haha and doing what i can for my mum and dad my mum took an infection on her leg on her shin she was in agony i took her to the doctors and its getting better with cream and an antibotic shes had lots of we things wrong with her lately God help herjust glad she dosent know i was gambling everythings going to be ok odaat. Finally a bit of good news great result in the football last night! what dosent kill you makes you stronger!

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***** me in Cat cheers

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