[radubarlad]

For youre kind words it really means a lot to mee

I Really have no place to go to AA or GA , I really live in a very poor country theres no help that i can find

I really will do my best to beat this addiction’s And replace them with something productive and healthy

God Bless Us all

Wish you all A peacefull and lovely day

[radubarlad]

Im really facing this addiction with all of my heart and soul there is really no turning back now

My life really depends on it i can no longer gamble i can no longer drink

I fell my heart and my body will eventually stop fighting if i continue this way 

God Bless Us all

[radubarlad]

When i said Had i mean i dont longer have that many pepole in my life that means something to me….
unfortunatly Gambling Addiction leads to Isolating from Society, i no longer have friends, no longer have GF, only A sister i can talk too, and shes tired of my stupidity and i dont blame her
Anyway i Know for sure im goona beat this addiction its hard but its douable for me its a metter of life or death i can no longer go with the pain and suffering of gambling this is the last strow

[radubarlad]

Thx for the replay… 

Im an alcoholic as well as a compulsive gambler, for me its an addiction that goes hand in hand

I say god bless us all because i really belive in god and im a very religious person

Ive tried many solutions for my addictions and this is my really last chance

i dont think i will survive another 2-3 years with this addiction

Im not gonna feel pity for myself , i really had it all in my life

It was my Fault and my stupidity

I really wish you all the best and again God Bless Us all

[radubarlad]

I really dont know how this illness kicked in me, i really had i great life , money, friends,GF, i trully dont know what the hell i was thinking off,The only thing i can thing off is a self destructive path and a very depressive personality

I really had it all and now im a mess…..

This ilness is very very weird

enough B**ching im gonna beat this addiction i know i can 

God Bless us all 

[radubarlad]

Alcohol is my trigger too, i never gamble without some booze in my stomach, it really goes hand in hand and then we make really stupid decision when were intoxicated, The only thing we cand do is stop drinking and take it one day at a time
Wish You the very best and stay strong!

[radubarlad]

Today i will not gamble
I hope all you Pepole Have a nice Sunday
Gonna hit the gym ,eat,sleep

[radubarlad]

In the end we will always lose

i had big wins over this few months

even 5k-10k a week…

i will always say in my mind im gonna keep the money

Then i start drinking one night go on an 2 days binge lose it all + 4-5k of my money

THERE IS REALLY NO WAY WE CAN WIN AND THE MONEY IS LOST

All i can do is forgive myself for being so stupid and thinking i can get my money back

Its reallly hard because im 38 have no house no car but i did it to myself

Oh well at least i have my health thats the most important thing

Time for the gym and new hobbies

God Bless us All

[radubarlad]

Hy Steev and thx for messaging me

I live in a small city in a small country in fact , there is no counseling here

Even if its a pretty small city , its packed with casinos every corner

I always Go out with little money and no cards , the problem is in the neighborhod that i live in there are at least 5 casinos and everytime i come home after drinking i wil take either my cards or some spare cash that i have at home

then lose the money and we all know then hell begins chassing the losses

i would like to attend a GA meeting but there are really none here

I Guess my only chance is for someone else to watch over my fianences , this addiction really is the worst

Thank You again and god bless us all

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