Mtap I understand everything you are talking about in your story about your gambling because I’m the same way. Each time I would go to the casino thinking about how when I would get a certain amount ahead I would leave but I never left when I was ahead and I would always want more and I would always Chase a loss. This year I have decided to quit gambling completely and I work in a casino around gambling 5 days a week but I’m asking for help from my friends who know I have a gambling problem. I wish I could say I can stop forever but I’m going to try this now and last Thursday I went to a GA meeting but it wasn’t the first time I tried quitting gambling because years before I had tried and ended up going back to it. I hope someday you will be able to give it up but only when you are ready because I know no one can tell a gambler to stop gambling only the gambler can decide that for themselves.