Thank you both, I am brand new on here and already being moved and challenged by what little I have read. Rachel, I hope you get there, it reads to my amateur eyes like you have already made progress, so well done.
Qwerty, two things you wrote really challenged me: that it isn’t about the money, it is our investment in our own unhappines. And, that we decide to self destruct. At this point, I am continuously asking myself ‘What the f*** were you thinking?’ as I stare into the abyss of more enormous losses. Maybe there is a thread in your statements for me to pull at to try and get to an answer.
I’ll keep you posted, all the best
Quint