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Today, i woke up in tears still thinking about my relapse this weekend. My boss said she could visibly see something was wrong with me. I think about the day leading up to that event and how can I never let it happen again. Unfortunately, it was a good friend who won my money, so it kinda seems wrong that im going to tell him that i cant hang around him anymore. Im praying this demon is gone.

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Can you move? I had to.

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It seems like the more times you go through something, you should be able to handle it better. With gambling addiction it gets worse. Recovery time seems longer and the wounds are deeper. I have decided to tell my friends that if they see me ever getting ready to let my guard down, to intervene. Remind me of what i told them..something to snap me out of my weak state. I also want them to call and check on me on fri and Saturdays, the days that most of these tragic events happens. If anybody suggestions im open

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