[paul315]

Originally posted by paul315
… This week-end I made a short trip …

I told about this trip at my GA meeting last night and was reminded that GA prescribed ways to have prevented my dilemma. GA tells us: "Don’t test or tempt yourself. Don’t associate with acquaintances who gamble. Don’t go in or near gambling establishments".  However, GA also tells me that through recovery we can "lead normal happy lives". Prior to this past trip, to be more precise, thirteen plus months prior to this last trip – the time before my recovery program, my addiction to compulsive gambling had complete control over my life and any possible enjoyment that I sought; it robed me of a normal happy life. I could not go to a concert back than, I had to be gambling; I could not participate in any social outing or family gathering, I had to be gambling; I could not work all of my scheduled hours, I had to be gambling. Gambling controlled my very being. This was wrong; having anything prevent someone from the pursuit of wholesome happiness is wrong. Now that I am in recovery I cannot let the recovery process prevent this God given right either; my recovery is not only a way to combat my addiction, it also allows me to live a better life.I have posted my thoughts on the first quote above on different occasions, but will repeat parts here. I do not tempt or test myself, I know that I would fail any self applied test – I would build in loop holes for me to fail; I would not go to any gambling establishment just to see if I could.  I also feel that I can venture out into a world full of the temptations placed by the gambling industry and not succumb to them; I can go to the store without buying lottery tickets, I can go to work and not join the sports pools, I can benefit from my retirement that is funded with investments without gambling in day trades or commodities, I can pass by or even enter a casino sponsored or ran facility, with proper cause, and not gamble, I can even visit and associate with some of my friends and family that do gamble and not join in on their activities. Thanks to my recovery and the help and support from my fellow gamblers here and in the GA rooms, I can live a normal life and pursue happiness.Thanks to my recovery I can fall back on what I have learned through this process whenever unforeseen events block my way or create urges if I follow other advice in the GA principles; I can "try to practice to the best of our (my) ability, certain principles in our (my) daily affairs" and I can "NOT GAMBLE FOR ANYTHING" – I can do no more and still live a normal life, I can do no less knowing that anything less would be harmful.This is where I am, and I am aware of how I got here. I also realize that each of us is unique and must follow our own ways and programs; my thoughts and actions are not advice on what others should do, my post is me sharing my story, and a reminder for me to keep aware and stay strong.And added thought to this that I just received is:

 Today’s thought from Hazelden:

Practice being spontaneous. Practice having fun.

The joy of recovery is that we finally get to experiment. We get to learn new behaviors, and we don’t have to do them perfectly. We only need to find a way that works for us. We even have fun experimenting, learning what we like, and how to do what we like.

Many of us have gotten into a rut with rigidity, martyrdom, and deprivation. We may hold ourselves in check so tightly that we wouldn’t allow ourselves to try something fun anyway.

We can let ourselves go a little now and then. We can loosen up a bit. We don’t have to be so stiff and rigid, so frightened about being who we are. Take some risks. Then, take another risk. Pick out a movie and then call a friend and invite him or her to go along. If that person says no, try someone else, or try again another time.

Decide to try something, and then go through with it. Go once. Go twice. Practice having fun until fun becomes fun.

Today, I will do something just for fun. I will practice having fun until I actually enjoy it.
You are reading from the book: The Language of Letting Go by Melody Beattie
 

— 9/28/2010 3:29:55 PM: post edited by paul315.

[paul315]

Originally posted by kathryn in her topic,  BELIEVE (new thread) 

I wasnt going to write this post, but i feel it is important …

I wasn’t going to write this post, but I feel it is important, Kathryn started a post with these words to tell of an uncomfortable situation she experienced; I as using the same beginning to tell of a similar one.
This week-end I made a short trip to see Merle Haggard, and American Country singer – an Icon, in Tunica Mississippi. Tunica is basically a casino resort area and the concert was being held in one of the casinos auditorium. I rented a car, bought a concert ticket, and made reservations at the hotel in the same casino. The room and dinner were a free offer for my birthday; part of the player benefits I had earned (accumulated through my vast losses) from my past years of gambling at this chain of casinos. 
I planed my trip so I would get there around 5 o’clock, have time to freshen up, have dinner, and then go to the concert, back to my room and home he nest morning; an evening all planed out. Then one of lives unexpected changes happened, Merle cancelled the concert due to illness. I was left with an evening empty of plans. There was still dinner, but when I went down to the buffet there was a long line the winded around the slot machine area. Here is where the discomfort started. I was use to going to the bus stop at a casino here, and even to a buffet in casino hotels; but these places are separate from the gambling areas. Here I was to have to wait in line near the slot machines; I could not do it, I had to leave and return to my room. It was the first time in months that a real urge to gamble took over.
I guess you can say I ran to my room to hide; or I was "sent to my room without supper" like a bad boy.  Thankfully I had my laptop with me and logged on to a GA site and read over some of their pamphlets and guidelines. Then I logged on to the open chat here at GT and chatted the evening away with Betty.  Thanks again Betty.
Because something unforeseen happened I was left with my barriers confermized; I had extra cash on hand, I had a night out without definite plans, and I was away from home out of my comfort zone. I realized that I still have a long way to go in my recovery, that caution has to be a constant companion.
So what was to be an enjoyable time turned out to be a stressful one; but also turned out to be a beneficial virtual type GA meeting, one with a extra long commute.  I will be happy to attend the real one a couple blocks away tomorrow night.
God’s speed to all. Stay strong.LarryThanks to my Higher Power, My 3G’s – God, GA, and GT,  "Day Two Is Another Day Behind" and with the help from all , I will continue to remain gambling free.

[paul315]

Originally posted by bettie

Hi Guys,
Special note to Larry. Thanks for the long chat . Hopefull I helped u as much as u helped me tonight. …
Thank you, cyber-buddy!
bettie

Good morning Betty,
I am here, so you helped.  Thank you.
 LarryThanks to my Higher Power, My 3G’s – God, GA, and GT,  "Day Two Is Another Day Behind" and with the help from all , I will continue to remain gambling free.

[paul315]

Originally posted by kathryn
… the only access out was through the gaming room …
To live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan
Good morning Kathryn,
It was good to log on this morning ans see a post from you at the top of the page; although seeing your opening remarks at the top of your post set me back a little. It is so easy to jump to conclusions when we are paranoid about our own recovery, not only when we feel that we are tempting ourselves with dangerous actions.  Your actions may have been dangerous but your reactions were courageous; you walked through the valley without harm – fear maybe, but no harm. Instead of harming yourself you built stronger defences; instead of keeping this secret, you shared with us, building stronger character. Even though the Biblical passage mentions walking through the shadows of death without fear; your fear is understandable, you were not in the shadow, you were on the cusp of a death to your sobriety.
Letting us know of the care we must take when we are out in the world, in the mist of the daemons, not only is a benefit to all here, it also reinforces your awareness of your recovery program and how you must continue to work it’s principles on a daily bases.  We all react differently in facing the world and being in situations that would harm us; some may have succumbed to the temptation, some would have not even felt the fear and just past through as passing through any environment that they had no interest in. But the fact remains that no matter how we react to such situations; the only exit from our compulsive addiction is to pass through our own gambling rooms – we have to pass through, keep aware, and keep going.
You did good. God’s speed. Stay strong. Keep aware.LarryThanks to my Higher Power, My 3G’s – God, GA, and GT,  "Day Two Is Another Day Behind" and with the help from all , I will continue to remain gambling free.

[paul315]

Originally posted by bettie

… So many details, so distressing. …
Dear Betty,
I really do feel for you; it is hard to see someone in pain, someone who is part of my life, even if only through a cyber network of friendship.
Stay strong. God’s speed
LarryThanks to my Higher Power, My 3G’s – God, GA, and GT,  "Day Two Is Another Day Behind" and with the help from all , I will continue to remain gambling free.

[paul315]

Originally posted by bettie
 How can I tell my family what I let happen? …

Betty, what did YOU let happen? 
You are going through a transition period from addiction to recovery. Your energies need to be focused of that.
You suspect that your daughter is messed up in some way that is affecting her actions; and that she is not only supporting her habits, but those of her boy friend as well. 
I may be wrong, but the only thing that I see happening is that you are being put in a guilt trip by either others r yourself and are going against all the warnings about handing out money to someone who is using theirs wrongly; you are enabling your daughter to continue in the ways you fear.  She and her boyfriend are taking advantage; you are walking on a slippery slope. What happens when the rent is due and they come up with "the" story of why they do not have any money. Let the boyfriend keep the dogs while she is staying with you and HE finds them a suitable place to stay.
Sorry to sound so negative, but it is really meant to to try and give positive support. Look into what the members of F&F have found to be true in similar situations.
God’s speed.  
Larry

Thanks to my Higher Power, My 3G’s – God, GA, and GT,  "Day Two Is Another Day Behind" and with the help from all , I will continue to remain gambling free.– 9/11/2010 9:52:05 PM: post edited by paul315.

[paul315]

Originally posted by Kathryn

… I have my nephews 18th birthday party tomorrow …

Sounds like a good party. By the way, make two cakes; a smaller one for him, and a larger one with room for more candles for you – Happy Birthday eve.  
Larry

Thanks to my Higher Power, My 3G’s – God, GA, and GT,  "Day Two Is Another Day Behind" and with the help from all , I will continue to remain gambling free.– 9/10/2010 3:03:56 PM: post edited by paul315.

[paul315]

September 7,
I don’t post to this thread often, mostly to document special events pertaining to my recovery, but will use it today to tell of a different event. Today is my birthday and I am grateful that I can start the day by logging on to this site. I have no special plans for today other than enjoying my gambling free time as I have since my last birthday. I will go about this in a celebratory manor since I am a die-hard at recognizing such events and holidays on the-day-of, and not the week-end-of or other more convenient day.
However, I do recognize that the ones I would like to celebrate with have conflicting obligations (except for the somewhat captive audience here; thanks to this 24 hour service, I can barge into your lives at any time) so their planed celebration.for me will wait until the week-end. Saturday we are going to see the UK’s ABBA Tribute Band, Arrival, perform with our St. Louis Symphony Orchestra. It has been years since I enjoyed "Take a Chance on Me"  or "I Have a Dream" (and somehow "The Winner Takes It All", now has a new meaning to me), but the "Momma Mia" movie got my daughter and granddaughter into this music and she remembers my playing it years ago; so I will go back in time and celebrate and say "Thank You for the Music".
And while only a year ago, my addiction, the god I put before my own, was the winner that took it all; today I am the true winner — eventhough the losses were dear. 
"The Winner Takes It All":    
…"The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It’s simple and it’s plain
Why should I complain." …
 
God’s speed to those here that I am sharing today’s celebration with.LarryThanks to my Higher Power, My 3G’s – God, GA, and GT,  "Day Two Is Another Day Behind" and with the help from all , I will continue to remain gambling free.

[paul315]

Originally posted by gracephnx

…  I am anticipating reality dawning any day. …

Good morning Grace, it is good to see that you have made it another day and have accepted the reality in not gambling for anything is the only way to face another day for a CG.  Reality has been dawning on you for your past gambling free days; face the dawn of each day and thrive on your accomplishment at every dust; soon you will be able to experience the other true realities of your recovery.
God’s speed. Stay strong.Larry"Day Two Is Another Day Behind" – With the help of a Higher Power, My 3G’s – God, GA, and GT, I will continue to be  gambling free.

[paul315]

Postato originariamente da mai

Ovviamente non posso farlo! Almeno non così facilmente come avevo pensato. …

Buongiorno Mai,
Vedo che hai chiuso il tuo post con una nota positiva; Vedo anche una nota positiva in apertura di questo post; "Non posso farlo! Almeno non così facilmente come avevo pensato", queste poche parole aggiunte alla tua storia del gioco d'azzardo mostrano ancora una volta che puoi farlo. E sì, non è così facile; il "Do Not Gamble For Anything" è facile da dire, e in verità è facile da fare fino a quando un impulso non prende il sopravvento.
È bene che tu riconosca e accetti il fatto che non è facile in questa fase iniziale; si spera che porterai questa conoscenza con te durante il tuo recupero e non cadrai nella trappola di diventare compiacente, pensando che non hai più bisogno di lavorarci. Questo può essere un consiglio per il futuro, ma il futuro inizia oggi; usa tutto quello che impari.
Il tuo prossimo inizio nelle sessioni di consulenza Gamcare ti aiuterà a trovare modi per essere più forte e superare gli impulsi che ti hanno abbattuto questa settimana, usa ciò che impari anche lì; come dici tu, sfruttalo al meglio e lavora di più. E nel frattempo, prima di iniziare quella parte del tuo recupero, e anche dopo, continua a tornare qui e ad usare l'aiuto che troverai. Sii forte. Tieniti informato.
La velocità di Dio. Larry "Il secondo giorno è un altro giorno dietro" – Con l'aiuto di una potenza superiore, i miei 3G – Dio, GA e GT, continuerò a giocare senza gioco.

[paul315]

Первоначально отправил mai

Совершенно очевидно, что я не могу этого сделать! По крайней мере, не так легко, как я думал. …

Доброе утро Май,
Я вижу, вы закрыли свой пост на положительной ноте; Я также вижу положительную ноту в начале этого поста; «Я не могу этого сделать! По крайней мере, не так легко, как я думал», – эти несколько добавленных слов к вашей истории азартных игр еще раз показывают, что вы можете это сделать. И да, это не так просто; «Не играй ни на что» легко сказать, и, по правде говоря, это легко сделать, пока побуждение не возьмет верх.
Хорошо, что вы осознаете и принимаете тот факт, что на этой ранней стадии это непросто; Надеюсь, вы будете носить эти знания с собой на протяжении всего периода выздоровления и не попадете в ловушку самоуспокоенности, думая, что вам больше не нужно над этим работать. Это может быть совет на будущее, но будущее начинается сегодня; используйте все, что вы узнали.
Ваше предстоящее начало сеансов консультирования Gamcare поможет вам найти способы стать сильнее и преодолеть побуждения, обрушившиеся на вас на этой неделе. Используйте то, чему вы научились там; как вы говорите, извлеките из этого максимум пользы и работайте усерднее. А тем временем, прежде чем вы начнете эту часть своего выздоровления и даже после, продолжайте возвращаться сюда и использовать помощь, которую вы найдете. Оставайся сильным. Имейте в виду.
Божья скорость. Ларри «День второй – еще один день позади» – С помощью Высшей Силы, Моих 3G – Бога, GA и GT, я буду продолжать играть бесплатно.

[paul315]

Originally posted by mai

Quite obviously I cannot do this!  At least not as easily as I had thought. …

Good morning Mai,
I see you closed your post on a positive note; I also see a positive note in the opening of this post; "I cannot do this!  At least not as easily as I had thought", these few added words to your story of gambling again shows that you can do this. And yes, it is not that easy; the "Do Not Gamble For Anything" is easy to say, and in truth is easy to do until an urge takes over.
It is good that you recognize and accept the fact that it is not easy at this early stage; hopefully you will carry this knowledge with you throughout your recovery and not fall into the trap of becoming complacent, thinking that you no longer need to work at it.  This may be advice for the future, but, the future starts today; use all that you learn.
Your forthcoming start in the Gamcare counselling sessions will help you find ways to be stronger and overcome the urges that brought you down this week, use what you learn there also; like you say, make the most of it and work harder. And in the meantime, before you start that part of your recovery, and even afterward,  keep coming back here and using the help that you will find. Stay strong. Keep aware.
God’s speed.Larry"Day Two Is Another Day Behind" – With the help of a Higher Power, My 3G’s – God, GA, and GT, I will continue to be  gambling free.

[paul315]

ਮੂਲ ਰੂਪ ਵਿੱਚ ਮਾਈ ਦੁਆਰਾ ਪੋਸਟ ਕੀਤਾ ਗਿਆ

ਬਿਲਕੁਲ ਸਪੱਸ਼ਟ ਹੈ ਕਿ ਮੈਂ ਇਹ ਨਹੀਂ ਕਰ ਸਕਦਾ! ਘੱਟੋ ਘੱਟ ਇੰਨੀ ਸੌਖੀ ਨਹੀਂ ਜਿੰਨੀ ਮੈਂ ਸੋਚਿਆ ਸੀ. …

ਸ਼ੁਭ ਸਵੇਰ ਮਾਈ,
ਮੈਂ ਵੇਖਦਾ ਹਾਂ ਕਿ ਤੁਸੀਂ ਇੱਕ ਸਕਾਰਾਤਮਕ ਨੋਟ ਤੇ ਆਪਣੀ ਪੋਸਟ ਨੂੰ ਬੰਦ ਕਰ ਦਿੱਤਾ ਹੈ; ਮੈਂ ਇਸ ਪੋਸਟ ਦੇ ਉਦਘਾਟਨ ਵਿੱਚ ਇੱਕ ਸਕਾਰਾਤਮਕ ਨੋਟ ਵੀ ਵੇਖਦਾ ਹਾਂ; "ਮੈਂ ਇਹ ਨਹੀਂ ਕਰ ਸਕਦਾ! ਘੱਟੋ ਘੱਟ ਇੰਨੀ ਅਸਾਨੀ ਨਾਲ ਨਹੀਂ ਜਿੰਨਾ ਮੈਂ ਸੋਚਿਆ ਸੀ", ਤੁਹਾਡੀ ਜੂਏ ਦੀ ਕਹਾਣੀ ਵਿੱਚ ਇਹ ਕੁਝ ਜੋੜੇ ਗਏ ਸ਼ਬਦ ਦੁਬਾਰਾ ਦਿਖਾਉਂਦੇ ਹਨ ਕਿ ਤੁਸੀਂ ਇਹ ਕਰ ਸਕਦੇ ਹੋ. ਅਤੇ ਹਾਂ, ਇਹ ਇੰਨਾ ਸੌਖਾ ਨਹੀਂ ਹੈ; "ਕਿਸੇ ਵੀ ਚੀਜ਼ ਲਈ ਜੂਆ ਨਾ ਖੇਡੋ" ਕਹਿਣਾ ਸੌਖਾ ਹੈ, ਅਤੇ ਸੱਚਾਈ ਵਿੱਚ ਉਦੋਂ ਤੱਕ ਕਰਨਾ ਅਸਾਨ ਹੁੰਦਾ ਹੈ ਜਦੋਂ ਤੱਕ ਕੋਈ ਇੱਛਾ ਪੂਰੀ ਨਹੀਂ ਹੋ ਜਾਂਦੀ.
ਇਹ ਚੰਗਾ ਹੈ ਕਿ ਤੁਸੀਂ ਇਸ ਤੱਥ ਨੂੰ ਪਛਾਣੋ ਅਤੇ ਸਵੀਕਾਰ ਕਰੋ ਕਿ ਇਸ ਸ਼ੁਰੂਆਤੀ ਪੜਾਅ 'ਤੇ ਇਹ ਸੌਖਾ ਨਹੀਂ ਹੈ; ਉਮੀਦ ਹੈ ਕਿ ਤੁਸੀਂ ਆਪਣੀ ਰਿਕਵਰੀ ਦੇ ਦੌਰਾਨ ਇਸ ਗਿਆਨ ਨੂੰ ਆਪਣੇ ਨਾਲ ਰੱਖੋਗੇ ਅਤੇ ਇਹ ਸੋਚ ਕੇ ਸੰਤੁਸ਼ਟ ਹੋਣ ਦੇ ਜਾਲ ਵਿੱਚ ਨਾ ਫਸੋਗੇ ਕਿ ਤੁਹਾਨੂੰ ਹੁਣ ਇਸ 'ਤੇ ਕੰਮ ਕਰਨ ਦੀ ਜ਼ਰੂਰਤ ਨਹੀਂ ਹੈ. ਇਹ ਭਵਿੱਖ ਲਈ ਸਲਾਹ ਹੋ ਸਕਦੀ ਹੈ, ਪਰ, ਭਵਿੱਖ ਅੱਜ ਤੋਂ ਸ਼ੁਰੂ ਹੁੰਦਾ ਹੈ; ਉਹ ਸਭ ਕੁਝ ਵਰਤੋ ਜੋ ਤੁਸੀਂ ਸਿੱਖਦੇ ਹੋ.
ਗੈਮਕੇਅਰ ਕਾਉਂਸਲਿੰਗ ਸੈਸ਼ਨਾਂ ਵਿੱਚ ਤੁਹਾਡੀ ਆਉਣ ਵਾਲੀ ਸ਼ੁਰੂਆਤ ਤੁਹਾਨੂੰ ਇਸ ਹਫ਼ਤੇ ਮਜ਼ਬੂਤ ਬਣਾਉਣ ਅਤੇ ਉਨ੍ਹਾਂ ਇੱਛਾਵਾਂ ਨੂੰ ਦੂਰ ਕਰਨ ਵਿੱਚ ਸਹਾਇਤਾ ਕਰੇਗੀ ਜੋ ਤੁਸੀਂ ਇਸ ਹਫਤੇ ਲਿਆਏ ਹਨ, ਜੋ ਤੁਸੀਂ ਉੱਥੇ ਸਿੱਖਦੇ ਹੋ ਉਸਦੀ ਵਰਤੋਂ ਕਰੋ; ਜਿਵੇਂ ਤੁਸੀਂ ਕਹਿੰਦੇ ਹੋ, ਇਸ ਦਾ ਵੱਧ ਤੋਂ ਵੱਧ ਲਾਭ ਉਠਾਓ ਅਤੇ ਸਖਤ ਮਿਹਨਤ ਕਰੋ. ਅਤੇ ਇਸ ਦੌਰਾਨ, ਆਪਣੀ ਰਿਕਵਰੀ ਦੇ ਉਸ ਹਿੱਸੇ ਨੂੰ ਅਰੰਭ ਕਰਨ ਤੋਂ ਪਹਿਲਾਂ, ਅਤੇ ਬਾਅਦ ਵਿੱਚ ਵੀ, ਇੱਥੇ ਵਾਪਸ ਆਉਂਦੇ ਰਹੋ ਅਤੇ ਉਸ ਸਹਾਇਤਾ ਦੀ ਵਰਤੋਂ ਕਰਦੇ ਰਹੋ ਜੋ ਤੁਹਾਨੂੰ ਮਿਲੇਗੀ. ਮਜਬੂਤ ਰਹਿਣਾ. ਜਾਗਰੂਕ ਰਹੋ.
ਰੱਬ ਦੀ ਗਤੀ.ਲੈਰੀ "ਦੂਜਾ ਦਿਨ ਇੱਕ ਹੋਰ ਦਿਨ ਪਿੱਛੇ ਹੈ" – ਇੱਕ ਉੱਚ ਸ਼ਕਤੀ, ਮਾਈ 3 ਜੀ – ਗੌਡ, ਜੀਏ, ਅਤੇ ਜੀਟੀ ਦੀ ਸਹਾਇਤਾ ਨਾਲ, ਮੈਂ ਜੂਏ ਤੋਂ ਮੁਕਤ ਹੋਣਾ ਜਾਰੀ ਰੱਖਾਂਗਾ.

[paul315]

Awalnya diposting oleh mai

Jelas sekali saya tidak bisa melakukan ini! Setidaknya tidak semudah yang saya pikirkan. …

Selamat pagi Mai,
Saya melihat Anda menutup posting Anda dengan catatan positif; Saya juga melihat catatan positif dalam pembukaan posting ini; "Saya tidak bisa melakukan ini! Setidaknya tidak semudah yang saya pikirkan", beberapa kata tambahan ini untuk cerita perjudian Anda lagi menunjukkan bahwa Anda bisa melakukan ini. Dan ya, itu tidak mudah; "Jangan Berjudi Untuk Apa Pun" mudah diucapkan, dan sebenarnya mudah dilakukan sampai dorongan mengambil alih.
Adalah baik bahwa Anda mengenali dan menerima kenyataan bahwa itu tidak mudah pada tahap awal ini; mudah-mudahan Anda akan membawa pengetahuan ini bersama Anda selama pemulihan Anda dan tidak jatuh ke dalam perangkap menjadi berpuas diri, berpikir bahwa Anda tidak perlu lagi mengerjakannya. Ini mungkin nasihat untuk masa depan, tetapi, masa depan dimulai hari ini; gunakan semua yang Anda pelajari.
Awal Anda yang akan datang dalam sesi konseling Gamcare akan membantu Anda menemukan cara untuk menjadi lebih kuat dan mengatasi dorongan yang membuat Anda terpuruk minggu ini, gunakan juga apa yang Anda pelajari di sana; seperti yang Anda katakan, manfaatkan dan bekerja lebih keras. Dan sementara itu, sebelum Anda memulai bagian pemulihan itu, dan bahkan setelahnya, teruslah kembali ke sini dan gunakan bantuan yang akan Anda temukan. Tetaplah kuat. Tetap sadar.
Kecepatan Tuhan. Larry"Hari Kedua Adalah Hari Lain Di Belakang" – Dengan bantuan Kekuatan Yang Lebih Tinggi, 3G Saya – Tuhan, GA, dan GT, saya akan terus bebas berjudi.

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Nyilvánvalóan ezt nem tudom megtenni! Legalábbis nem olyan könnyen, mint gondoltam. …

Jó reggelt Mai,
Látom, pozitív bejegyzéssel zárta bejegyzését; Én is pozitív megjegyzést látok e bejegyzés nyitó részében; "Nem tudom megtenni! Legalábbis nem olyan könnyen, mint gondoltam" És igen, ez nem olyan egyszerű; a "Ne játssz semmiért" könnyű kimondani, és valójában könnyű megtenni, amíg a késztetés nem veszi át az uralmat.
Jó, hogy felismeri és elfogadja azt a tényt, hogy ebben a korai szakaszban nem könnyű; remélhetőleg ezt a tudást magánál hordja a gyógyulás során, és nem esik bele az önelégültség csapdájába, azt gondolva, hogy már nem kell dolgoznia ezen. Ez lehet tanács a jövőre nézve, de a jövő ma kezdődik; használd fel mindazt, amit tanultál.
A Gamcare tanácsadói ülések közelgő kezdete segít megtalálni a módját annak, hogy erősebbek legyünk, és legyőzzük azokat a késztetéseket, amelyek a héten lebuktatták, használja az ott tanultakat is; ahogy mondod, hozd ki a legtöbbet, és dolgozz keményebben. Addig is, mielőtt elkezdené a gyógyulásnak ezt a részét, és még utána is térjen vissza ide, és használja a megtalált segítséget. Maradj erős. Legyen tudatában.
Isten sebessége.Larry "A második nap egy újabb nap mögött" – Egy magasabb hatalom, a 3G -k – Isten, GA és GT segítségével továbbra is szerencsejáték nélkül maradok.

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