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Hi Cat congratulations 6 months is wonderful!! I am working toward having a gamble free life too. I got so sick of relapsing over the years but simply could not stop no matter what i did. Hoping this time i can hang in there and change my life to a gamble free one without relapse. I dont feel i can be in recovery and still relapse all the time. If there is not much time between each relapse then i am definately not in recovery. So i am aiming for life now too and of course one day at a time. There is not much need to ***** time is there when we are aiming for life haha… Just so long as we dont start again then it can be life.
PpParticipantHi Sherry
Glad you have not been gambling in your absence from posting. Well done. Just get the picture of those cute baby calves whenever i see your name on here and that little one following you round. I agree with Carole i think it has adopted you as its mum now. Hehe, so cute.
PpParticipantHi Kathryn
Fiji will be great fun for you and the family… I am sure you can’t wait!! Well done on losing weight and getting healthy too. That is hard to do, well it is for me haha when i am such a foodaholic.. trying to do a little bit of that myself too, i am eating a lot healthier but i just eat too much. I also treat myself a little too often. Havent lost any weight but im eating way better. Hope to see you soon for a chat
ppParticipantHi Vera
Was hoping to catch you in chat again. I hope that all is going well for you today
PpParticipantHi Carole ๐
I am so pleased to see you back here and posting again… sometimes people never return again so i am so happy to see you here. I have missed your posting. Hope that gambling demon is staying away from you and just cant say how happy i am that you are back
PpParticipantHi Liz
So glad you and Carole got to catch up. Keep finding things for you to do that you enjoy in life. Be good to yourself Lizbeth you have been through a lot.
PpParticipantHi thank you Cat, RG and Carole!
Cat glad to see you posting again and RG keep going you are doing great. Carole i was so happy to see you have come back. Yipppeee. I am still going well though it has been extremely difficult some days. I hear some people say that its quite easy and they dont fight well i am not at that stage yet though i know if i continue it will get easier. Some days i have been absolutely certain i wont make it. Some days i have actually gone to gamble and i cannot explain the mental madness that goes on in my head but i have turned the car round or gone somewhere else, usually to my next meeting available. I get a lot of strength from GA. I have met some really nice people. The daily fight is there though, it continues and I am doing my all to just keep finding that surrender. not so easy some days in this head of mine. I am my own worst enemy and my own best friend. Thankfully hanging in there, i dont know if i will make this, i hope to. I am for now and thats a miracle. ๐pParticipantAnother gamble free day ๐
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HAVE A GOOD DAY AND NIGHT EVERYONEpParticipantGood Morning. No gambling for me today I have created a little plan of action for the day. No gambling on that list.
PpParticipantHi Cat
I was glad to see this post from you.. I am glad to read you are Six months, sorry to hear you are having urges. I have them all the time. I hear people say they don’t get urges and I wonder how they do it and why they don’t leave me. What I do know is they are only thoughts. They are not harmful unless I act on them. You have done great, I know exactly what you mean about the days. I forget the pain almost instantly. I can’t recall it, I can see it in my mind but there is no feeling with it. So I have to trust that when it comes to my thoughts about gambling they are not sane.
I have relapsed sooooo many ***** that I too am fearful of going back. We don’t have to, so long as we keep doing what we are doing just for this day. You are doing so well Cat..
PpParticipantNo gambling today… feels good i got through another day!!
PpParticipantNo gambling today ๐
pParticipantLove that you got a new car Lizbeth.. so happy that you and Carole are together, say hi to her for me i really miss her round here. Hugs to you across the seas
PpParticipantMorning…. have a good day everyone at GT ๐
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