Thank you all for the encouragement and kind words. Very much also for the advise.
Didnt gamble today, it feels great. No heart pumping, no adrenaline rush. Still a long way to go, shall take a day at a time.
Tomorrow will need to face the debt collectors. Yes, I guess there will be no miracles. Will just face it as it comes.
Only hope now is to get my paycheck sometime this coming few days. At least it will help me make some payments, and most importantly, to help me carry on this journey.
Fingers crossed.
