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Moving on and i’ve hit day 60 , never thought i could do it but here i am , i was in town today and saw a guy who works in one of the bookies i self excluded from, i just said hello to him. Thats life i suppose , we move on when we have to . I cannot remember the last time i was gamble free for this long.

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I was thinking the other day about gambling and an idea popped into my mind, i thought a bookmakers was not on my Multi Operator Self Exclusion Scheme , one that was about 5-6 miles from my home. When i checked to see if it wasn’t , low and behold it was on the list , success , my barrier worked. 🙂

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Hi Philip , you have a massive reason to stop gambling , a baby on the way, going bankrupt is not the end of the world. You can start today by being honest with yourself and facing up to your debts , get help through g.a. and start a thread on here you will get some great advice .

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Moving on and on day 49 and i’m 55 years old today . Feels so good to be able to go to the shop and buy what i want on my birthday , never done that for a long time. Hope anyone reading this takes heart if i can get to day 49 , you can as well 🙂

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Hi cmc your doing great , everyday is a great day when we don’t gamble and you will feel so much better in yourself for not doing it . Keep moving on one day at a time and you will be fine. 🙂

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Hi Emma thanks for your post on my thread , yes i will be on day 50 tomorrow and i’m loving, like you say having money to spend on the things i need and want. It’s not easy and recovery never will be but my barriers are working . Keep moving on one day at a time and you will reap the benefits of not gambling . 🙂

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Hi Emma, we will never win everything back and well done on recognising you do not want to lose your money, your doing great, one day at a time, moving on. Personal development sounds great 🙂

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Hi idi ,
thanks for your positive post to me on my journal, i cannot remember the last time i went this long without gambling . I’m now buying things and treating myself with my money and not money i think i would have won gambling. Because we never really win , in reality we have lost so much over the years we will never get it back . Keep moving on one day at a time . 🙂

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Recovery day 40, i havn’t mentioned how many days i am into in recovery but idi said i should to give others on this site hope. So i’m being brutally honest now , this is why i have not mentioned it , i did not want newcomers to gt to think it’s easy . I have owed , been in debt for thousands of pounds in the past, i used to gamble every single penny on payday , surviving on £3 bags of frozen sausage whilst having a well paid job. I have been to prison, i have been close to drinking myself to death , i have attempted suicide on more than one occasion, all because of gambling. I’m 54 years old and i’m moving on now because i could not go on living the lie . The lie of a gamblers life. Because we are all lying to ourselves when we gamble . I hope some of the folk on here read what i have said and never go to depths i did because of this addiction .

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Harsh Criticism is what it deserves everyone on this site knows that. In england there are 460 thousand problem gamblers that they admit to , in reality its alot more . I’m sick of the false adverts ” When the fun stops , stop” were addicts and they know it , it never is fun it’s an addiction. Your now getting into a routine , you must be so pleased 🙂

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Trigger today my ex , sent me a message saying ” I cannot stand any contact with you please stop” . I say trigger, it might have been in the past but not now, not today, not ever. 🙂 I’m sitting with a cup of tea and enjoying it.

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Hi Lizbeth just been reading your last couple of posts , you are doing great while admitting you still get urges you know what your triggers are and you are not acting on them . Your daughter is doing great and you have your grand daughter with you i’m so pleased it’s turning out well for you. One day at a time , yes it’s a cliche but it does work i should know thats how i’m doing it . 🙂

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Hi idi thanks for your post on my journal, i’m just dodging the bullet she has fired toward me, enough said about it. I’m bigger and better than that ( Bros i owe you nothing ) . It is great as you put it “To think in a straighter way” , i’m 36 days gamble free now and never felt better for a long time 🙂

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Trigger today , just a remark from a friend (unintentional ) about my ex organising something to which i’m not invited . Got me thinking for a while but i’m not acting on it. : Happy recovery day . 🙂

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나는 온라인에서 bbc 스포츠 웹사이트에서 말의 소유자가 다른 주에 일부 회의를 보이콧하는 것을 보았습니다. 일부 필드는 2명의 주자가 4~5명으로 가장 많았습니다. 나는 솔직히 다음 날 결과를 확인했음을 인정합니다. 왜냐하면 나는 숫자가 줄어들어서 모든 레이스에서 모든 우승자가 우승할 것이라고 정직하게 믿었기 때문입니다. 저는 이것을 두 번 했습니다. 나는 지난 밤에 주제 그룹에 있었지만 지금까지 내가 이것을 했다는 것을 완전히 잊었습니다. 아 그리고 결과는 모든 즐겨찾기가 이기지 못했습니다 🙂

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