[MurrS7]

I know it hurts and we can all relate to this feeling all too well. The only thing you can do is stop. I started gambling when I was your age with my minimum wage 7$ Per hour job in 2008. Fast. Forward to 2018, I’m 29 now, I’ve blown well over 200k in casinos since. Here is the good thing, you are young. 18, so much life ahead of you, don’t do the same thing I did , stop now and you will recover in no time. However if you continue, you will only had a couple of more 0’s only that numberC and a lot more mental anguish over the years, time heals all. We are all here to help you. God bless you

[MurrS7]

Day 5 gamble free. I WILL GO 2019 GAMBLE FREE 365 DAYS.
A gamble free life is a happy life. Gambling is a disease and we will all beat it one day because our minds are stronger than the flip of a card/ spin of a wheel/ whatever your poison is. I tell myself this loss was small compared to some of my previous binges, but hurt the most due to being g free for over 40 days. I cannot wait to tell all of you in 2020 how I have gone 365 days gamble free, and how much $ I have managed to save in 12 months, and how much my mental health has changed. I am saying this because I am putting it out to the universe . I WILL NOT GAMBLE THIS YEAR. God bless you all.

[MurrS7]

Ден 5 без хазарт. ЩЕ ОТПРАВЯ ГОДИНАТА ЗА 2019 ГОДИНА 365 ДНИ. Животът без хазарт е щастлив живот. Хазартът е болест и всички ние ще го победим един ден, защото умът ни е по -силен от флип на карта/ въртене на колело/ каквато и да е отровата ви. Казвам си, че тази загуба е малка в сравнение с някои от предишните ми запои, но най -много ме нарани поради това, че бях свободен повече от 40 дни. Нямам търпение да кажа на всички вас през 2020 г. как съм изкарал 365 дни на хазарт и колко долара съм успял да спестя за 12 месеца и колко се е променило психичното ми здраве. Казвам това, защото го разпространявам във Вселената. НЯМА ДА ЗАГАРЯ ТАЗИ ГОДИНА. Бог да ви благослови.

[MurrS7]

Dag 5 gokvrij. IK ZAL 2019 GOK GRATIS 365 DAGEN GAAN. Een gokvrij leven is een gelukkig leven. Gokken is een ziekte en we zullen het allemaal op een dag verslaan omdat onze geest sterker is dan het omdraaien van een kaart/draai aan een wiel/ wat je gif ook is. Ik zeg tegen mezelf dat dit verlies klein was in vergelijking met sommige van mijn vorige eetbuien, maar het meest pijn deed omdat ik meer dan 40 dagen g-vrij was. Ik kan niet wachten om jullie allemaal in 2020 te vertellen hoe ik 365 dagen gokvrij ben gegaan, en hoeveel $ ik heb weten te sparen in 12 maanden, en hoeveel mijn mentale gezondheid is veranderd. Ik zeg dit omdat ik het aan het universum verspreid. IK ZAL DIT JAAR NIET GOKKEN. God zegene u allen.

[MurrS7]

thanks steev that is a great analogy for sure I am day 3 today after my relapse I feel better as days go on but still

mad I let it happen. I beat myself up a lot. I know I can’t step foot near a casino because I have no control when alcohol is in the mix as well. 

[MurrS7]

благодаря steev, това е страхотна аналогия със сигурност днес съм 3 ден след рецидива си се чувствам по -добре с течение на дните но все пак

луд, оставих това да се случи. Победих много себе си. Знам, че не мога да стъпя близо до казино, защото нямам контрол, когато и алкохолът е в сместа.

[MurrS7]

bedankt steev dat is zeker een geweldige analogie Ik ben vandaag dag 3 na mijn terugval Ik voel me beter naarmate de dagen vorderen, maar toch

boos ik liet het gebeuren. Ik sloeg mezelf veel. Ik weet dat ik geen voet in de buurt van een casino kan zetten, omdat ik er geen controle over heb als er ook alcohol in het spel is.

[MurrS7]

I relapsed after 40 days g free. I was feeling so amazing
I was saving again working part time while in school for a measly 16$ per hour. I went to the casino nye knowing I shouldn’t and mix alcohol in I blackout and lose every penny I have made in 2 months of working hard 16$ per hour all gone in a matter of 2 hours just over 3k. I am so ashamed of myself I can’t believe I did it again. Please you don’t want to feel this pain. It is so hard to earn and we blow it in minutes and hours. Now I am in debt again it’s a bad feeling but it’s a new year I want to make this next 365 days gamble free and I know you can too. Think of the feeling of losing when you want to try to risk it. It’s not worth it. I’m sure you can hear the pain in my sentences. Nearly with tears in my eyes what I have done to myself and my loved ones during
My 10 years of gambling.

[MurrS7]

It is not worth it . I have ruined relationships with family and friends I have lied I have ruined my brain and my mental health all over gambling since I have been 18 I have gone years without it then binge I am 28 now I figure I have lost well over 200 thousand dollars in a span of 10 years on and off. Please stop you will see it only gets worse I used to be mad when I lost 40-50 dollars when I was 18 fast forward to 28 I was losing upwards of 20 thousand in a couple of hours maxing our credit cards lines of credit. You do not want
To continue I promise this addiction is a bottomless pit there is no bottom just when you think you’ve lost it all you lose more and worstnof all you lose your self divinity your self love and your happiness. It is a disease that I wish upon not even my worst enemies. God bless you please listen to our advice and I
Hope you seek help from professionals and put blocks in place.

[MurrS7]

I had a very hard time sleeping last night. I kept replaying
My night of my relapse over and over. And like a true gambler
I kept saying , “if I had put 50$ on that side bet I would have won 50k” like a true Cg it’s like saying if I had picked the right lottery ticket at the right gas station I would be a millionaire. I’m happy that I relapsed in a sense I know I have not hreaten this addiction and it makes me really not want to place a bet or step foot near a casino again. I am working again now so I will be able to make the money back in a month or so, so sad thinking that is money I lost within minutes will take me months to make back. I cannot wait to go 12 months gamble feee, I have done it before and I will do it again. I love a life without any gambling. Gambling has ruined my mental health and I will beat this demon one day. I am in control of the wheel called life. Good luck to all and a happy new year. A happy gamble free new year. Let’s all crush this !

[MurrS7]

Снощи ми беше много трудно да спя. Продължавах да преигравам Моята нощ на рецидив отново и отново. И като истински комарджия, продължавах да казвам, „ако бях сложил 50 $ на този страничен залог, щях да спечеля 50 000“ като истински Cg, това е все едно да кажа, че ако бях избрал правилния лотарен билет на правилната бензиностанция, щях да бъда милионер. Щастлив съм, че се възстанових в известен смисъл, знам, че не съм увеличил тази зависимост и това ме кара наистина да не искам да правя залог или крак отново близо до казино. Сега работя отново, така че ще мога да върна парите след около месец, така че тъжното мислене, че това са парите, които загубих в рамките на минути, ще ми отнеме месеци, за да ги върна. Нямам търпение да отида на хазарт за 12 месеца, правил съм го преди и ще го направя отново. Обичам живот без хазарт. Хазартът разруши психическото ми здраве и един ден ще победя този демон. Аз контролирам колелото, наречено живот. Успех на всички и щастлива нова година. Щастлива нова година без хазарт. Нека всички смажем това!

[MurrS7]

Ik heb vannacht erg slecht geslapen. Ik bleef mijn nacht van mijn terugval keer op keer herhalen. En als een echte gokker bleef ik zeggen: "Als ik $ 50 op die zijweddenschap had gezet, zou ik 50k hebben gewonnen" als een echte Cg, het is alsof ik zeg dat als ik het juiste loterijticket bij het juiste benzinestation had gekozen, ik een miljonair. Ik ben blij dat ik een terugval heb gekregen in een zin waarvan ik weet dat ik niet met deze verslaving heb gedreigd en het zorgt ervoor dat ik echt niet meer een weddenschap wil plaatsen of een voet in de buurt van een casino wil zetten. Ik werk nu weer, dus ik zal het geld over een maand of zo terug kunnen verdienen, dus het trieste idee dat ik geld binnen enkele minuten ben kwijtgeraakt, kost me maanden om terug te verdienen. Ik kan niet wachten om 12 maanden te gaan gokken, ik heb het eerder gedaan en ik zal het opnieuw doen. Ik hou van een leven zonder gokken. Gokken heeft mijn geestelijke gezondheid geruïneerd en op een dag zal ik deze demon verslaan. Ik heb de controle over het wiel dat leven heet. Iedereen veel succes en een gelukkig nieuwjaar. Een gelukkig, gokvrij nieuwjaar. Laten we dit allemaal verpletteren!

[MurrS7]

Thanks for the kind words guys. I’ve lost soooo much
More than that amount before in less time. And it didn’t hurt me the way this loss did, maybe because when I was gambling everyday , I was numb to the wins and losses, now after taking a month off, it stings so much more. 🙁

[MurrS7]

Благодаря за милите думи момчета. За по -малко време съм загубил много повече от тази сума. И това не ме нарани по начина, по който нанесе тази загуба, може би защото, когато играех хазарт всеки ден, бях вцепенен от победите и загубите, сега след като си взех един месец почивка, тя боде много повече. 🙁

[MurrS7]

Bedankt voor de lieve woorden jongens. Ik heb zoveel meer dan dat bedrag eerder verloren in minder tijd. En het deed me geen pijn zoals dit verlies deed, misschien omdat toen ik elke dag aan het gokken was, ik verdoofd was door de overwinningen en verliezen, nu na een maand vrij te hebben genomen, steekt het zoveel meer. 🙁

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