[MurrS7]

Ден 15 без хазарт. Имах близък разговор снощи и почти се качих до казиното, защото бях наблизо и щях да се опитам да се промъкна (да си направя самозабрана) веднага се сетих за това чувство, че излизам от там, след като загубих 3 месеца упорита работа в по -малко от час. Стана ми лошо и се обърна. Не си заслужава. Мога, ще го направя. Това е моето мото да се откажа от хазарта. АЗ МОГА . АЗ ЩЕ!!

[MurrS7]

Dag 15 gokvrij. Had gisteravond een close call en reed bijna naar het casino want ik was in de buurt en ik zou proberen binnen te sluipen (een zelfverbod hebben) dacht meteen aan dat gevoel om daar weg te lopen na het verliezen van 3 maanden hard werken in een minder dan een uur. Voelde me ziek en draaide zich om. Het niet waard. Ik kan, ik zal. Dit is mijn motto om te stoppen met gokken. IK KAN . IK ZAL!!

[MurrS7]

Thanks for the support guys it truly means more than you know. This is such a battle
Of the mind, from all the times I came home after a big win, rethinking I can go do it again:( . Staying busy today and positive , I am in control of this addiction. I appreciate you all here, thank you .

[MurrS7]

Благодаря за подкрепата момчета, това наистина означава повече, отколкото знаете. Това е такава битка на ума, от всички моменти, когато се прибирах у дома след голяма победа, преосмисляйки, че мога да го направя отново :(. Оставайки зает днес и позитивен, аз контролирам тази зависимост. Оценявам ви всички тук , Благодаря ти .

[MurrS7]

Bedankt voor de steun jongens, het betekent echt meer dan je weet. Dit is zo'n strijd van de geest, van alle keren dat ik thuiskwam na een grote overwinning, heroverwegend dat ik het opnieuw kan doen:( . Door vandaag bezig te blijven en positief, heb ik deze verslaving onder controle. Ik waardeer jullie hier allemaal , bedankt .

[MurrS7]

I was over at a Friends place last night and her roommate and her friend were going to the casino . He was telling me stories of hitting big and oh man was it tough for me to hear, I really want to go gamble today .. the urges are really strong today. I know I can’t do this to myself 🙁

[MurrS7]

Снощи бях на място за приятели и нейната съквартирантка и нейната приятелка отидоха в казиното. Той ми разказваше истории за голям удар и о, човече, беше ли ми трудно да го чуя, наистина искам да играя на хазарт днес … поривите са наистина силни днес. Знам, че не мога да си причиня това 🙁

[MurrS7]

Ik was gisteravond bij Friends en haar kamergenoot en haar vriend gingen naar het casino. Hij vertelde me verhalen over het raken van groot en oh man, wat was het moeilijk voor mij om te horen, ik wil echt gaan gokken vandaag.. de drang is echt sterk vandaag. Ik weet dat ik dit mezelf niet aan kan doen 🙁

[MurrS7]

It’s so true, without our Heath, what do we have, I’ll never forget I was sick for 8 weeks, and it was during my 40 days gamble binge, I went for blood work and labs, and I got a call
In from the doctor saying I need to come in ASAP. I was worried for my life, thought I was dying. The night before I had lost 8k in about an hour gambling, and when I got that phone call, the money meant nothing anymore, luckily I was fine but it just goes to show money is minimal in this world without our health. I pray for your friend and I pray we beat his disease , one day at a time. All the best for the New Years. Keep in touch !

[MurrS7]

Толкова е вярно, без нашия Heath, какво имаме, никога няма да забравя, че бях болен в продължение на 8 седмици и през 40 -те ми дни хазартно преяждане отидох на кръвни изследвания и лаборатории и получих обаждане от лекарят каза, че трябва да дойда възможно най -скоро. Притеснявах се за живота си, мислех, че умирам. Предната вечер бях загубил 8k за около час хазарт и когато получих това телефонно обаждане, парите вече не означават нищо, за щастие бях добре, но това просто показва, че парите са минимални в този свят без нашето здраве. Моля се за твоя приятел и се моля да победим болестта му, един по един ден. Всичко най -добро за Нова година. Поддържаме връзка !

[MurrS7]

Het is zo waar, zonder onze Heath, wat hebben we, ik zal nooit vergeten dat ik 8 weken ziek was, en het was tijdens mijn 40 dagen gokverslaving, ik ging voor bloedonderzoek en labs, en ik kreeg een telefoontje van de dokter zegt dat ik zo snel mogelijk moet komen. Ik maakte me zorgen om mijn leven, dacht dat ik doodging. De avond ervoor had ik 8k verloren in ongeveer een uur gokken, en toen ik dat telefoontje kreeg, betekende het geld niets meer, gelukkig was ik in orde, maar het laat maar zien dat geld minimaal is in deze wereld zonder onze gezondheid. Ik bid voor je vriend en ik bid dat we zijn ziekte verslaan, dag voor dag. Alle goeds voor het nieuwe jaar. In contact te blijven !

[MurrS7]

Day 10 gamble free. Looking at the positives, my heath is good, my family, my education, my job, food to eat, a home to live In. Have to stay busy and focus on being greatful. Do not miss gambling for one second. I guess what makes me the most upset is the day I relapsed I didn’t even have the urge to gamble, I just went with my friends for New Years to party, I realize you cannot put a cg In a casino when he’s drunk, his addiction will always take over. God bless all of you

[MurrS7]

Ден 10 без хазарт. Като гледам позитивите, здравето ми е добро, семейството ми, образованието ми, работата ми, храна за ядене, дом за живеене. Трябва да сте заети и да се съсредоточите върху това да бъдете велики. Не пропускайте хазарта за една секунда. Предполагам, че най -много ме разстройва денят, в който се рецидивирах, дори нямах желание да залагам, просто отидох с приятелите си за Нова година, за да купонясвам, осъзнавам, че не можете да поставите cg в казино, когато е пиян, пристрастяването му винаги ще надделее. Бог да ви благослови всички

[MurrS7]

Dag 10 gokvrij. Als ik naar de positieve punten kijk, is mijn gezondheid goed, mijn familie, mijn opleiding, mijn baan, eten om te eten, een huis om in te wonen. Je moet bezig blijven en je concentreren op dankbaar zijn. Mis het gokken voor geen seconde. Ik denk dat wat me het meest overstuur maakt de dag dat ik terugviel, ik niet eens de drang had om te gokken, ik ging gewoon met mijn vrienden voor nieuwjaar om te feesten, ik realiseer me dat je geen cg in een casino kunt stoppen als hij dronken is, zijn verslaving zal het altijd overnemen. God zegene jullie allemaal

[MurrS7]

I mean no offence buddy but what’s the point of asking for out advice if you’re just going to let it go in one ear and out the other? I read this thread and people telling you their stories and how we also started betting a couple of
Hundred dollars here and there and that turned into hundreds of THOUSANDS of dollar of DEBT. Losing friends, family members, ruining relationships, losing our dignity and mental health, destroying ourselves through
This painful addiction. It was almost like you didn’t even read what people were telling you. You just keep placing more bets. Well I hope you read this and I hope you stop, or that little 2-4000$ will turn into hundreds of thousands as you grow up and this addiction grows stronger. Wish you the best, it’s not worth it.

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