[muckalow]

reformed lol sorry couldn’t not honestly think of better head is fuzzled,jenny living in control of the addiction is a dam site better than living with it and that is fantastic and i sincerely hope and pray he stays away as with yourself velvet,brilliant makes me so re***ved that there is some hope for CG the real test is tomorrow when he gets paid we will see how he does his week as im not proud nor happy to see him this way but ive asked him to hand me the keys of the house and asked him to leave,ive no doubt the man will prob go and gamble im honestly not expecting 100percent but i have supp***d him info of meetings in our town and a number of a man to which is an addiction counselor ive made a stand i will support him 1000 percent if i see and feel him wanting and willing to change….. so we will see can i just ask you both also my husband since xmas has gotten really bad and at the beginning of march there was a pact made amongst our closest friends and family that he quit this **** and work with himself and get help etc and honest to god may he cut my tongue if i *** i could actually feel him trying so so hard but then 3 weeks ago here we go again omg it was like a lump in the pit of my stomach i can actually feel when there is wrong in the house ????? strange or just womans instict!!!!!!! love and light to you both **************

[muckalow]

dear velvet
you r truely brilliant and jenny omg thanks so so much ive fell victim to many ***** velvet to all the empty threats but this time i mean it…. i am done being manipulated its time for me now to take control of my emotions and be strong as ive always thought my husband was the strong 1 and would always be strong but he is in a state of mind now that only himself can help but my actions will also play a huge role as if im just going to shout the odds off everytime i get the chance he will never listen its so weird and as jenny pointed out its hard to support them without wupporting their addiction!!!! very very good advice given to me already and are in practice as we speak i cant continue like this as if i do ill end up having a heart attack with all the stress and lies cant handle it im usually a hot headed woman but it has to change!!!! velvet how is your husband doing is he reformed jenny how is your husband is he reformed??? xxxxx
sarah

[muckalow]

dear velvet
a thanks so so much for your post and yes it is hard writing the first 1 as there is so much to say……and learning about this addiction i think will give me strength to see this family through not sure where to start but ill give it a lash i do feel at the moment that he doesn’t deserve the time of day for the way he has left me and my girl but god love him i hate his addiction not him….. velvet as many on here might also agree its not the money or the time spent Away its the bare face lies and having to go and find out for myself exactly what’s going on he has turned in to a very tactful man through this and can seem to play me like a fiddle ive asked him to leave on monday for the third time in the last 6months i had honestly no choice but never the less i am here willing to educate myself in to this world of addiction as i know theres more to it than meets the eye
thanks so much again for your reply ans also to jenny the site is honestly wonderful
xxxxxxxxxx
sarah

[muckalow]

dear jenny
thanks so much for the reply means a lot and yes i’m looking through the site and already feels almost relief that i ain’t the only 1 long road it will be alright i just don’t know if i’m cut out for supporting him true all the lies deceit robbing etc and god love him he is a good man at heart but this gambling has taking control over his whole life doesn’t seem fair but the more i do seems the more am getting let down….. seems anytime it happens i’ve to find it out for myself he hasn’t the balls to tell me anything and still continues 🙁 anyways there seems to be a lot of incredible people on here and hopefully i can get a better insight to this monster of addiction
sarah 🙂

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