[mpk88]

here goes, sorry i randomly clicked this section and ive read through all your forums and comments since monday morning which honestly have helped realise it isnt just me (my last bet was sunday 17th april) this is the 3rd time ive been caught shall we say gambling and with big debts yet this time i was drunk and admitted to my fiance, dad and mam.
ive never commented on one of these but i feel different this time to beat this illness and thats the 1st time ive called it an illness by the way. in my younger days i brushed it off as oh every does it, its only money blah blah i had debt in those days and i stopped and bought a house with my fiancee. im 34 now n i dont why i started again and to bigger extremes, because i realise ive already won the lottery i have a house a beautiful 1 year old and fantastic family. but i did and ive accumulated £31k debt again i feel lucky i have a good job which covers my bills and childcare. im left with little per week but enough to feed my family and ive given my partner all my financial details to control which honestly helped so please try this if your struggling. i was so low bottle of beer in hand afraid and ashamed to tell any1 for a 3rd time but the relief when i did was needed or i dont know where id be. again ive never commented on one of these before so feel im just banging on but im 5 days no betting and ill never say thats it cos it controls my mind i watch football even last night and think i would of won there if i put that on and thts my struggle at this point fighting the what ifs.but im tired of lying and hurting everyone important to me

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