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approx 5 weeks since I attempted to retake control of my life.

Well I relapsed about a week ago. Went around my old stomping ground and a bandit got to me. Spent £30 and felt like an idiot NOT a failure though as I had gone 4 weeks without previously. So the next day I rebooted so its been a week since my last gamble. There has been major positives (I got promotion at work) and Major Negatives (My dog Cassie finally had to be put to sleep after around 18 or so years which happened only a few hours ago after writing this post). So at the moment my emotions are all over the place but opne thing hasnt changed. My determination to beat this addiction.

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Well it’s been 3 weeks and I haven’t gambled. I have stayed strong and done my best to limit opportunities. I have had a few iffy moments when that voice is in your head but I have kept strong. I will keep being a recovering gambler.

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So far so good. I haven’t gambled and haven’t felt the need to. However I know that can change in a blink of an eye. Thank you all for the support I am just going one day at a time.

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Another day now begins

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Day 2 went very well probably due to the fact that was I was so busy i had no time to dwell on things. Another day done.

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Yesterday was pretty good but that is usually the case. I just need to stay strong.

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Today I will not gamble

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