Michelle, thank you so much for sharing your situation with me, I have emailed him once with a supportive email asking him to find some peace knowing that I now know about his addiction. I never got a reply.
I will leave it up to him now and won’t contact him again.
My thoughts are with you and your little one, be strong. I know I’m not at the moment.
Natalie x
Thank you so much for your kind words, I don’t know what I’m more upset about, that the man I loved has lived a lie, that he walked out, or that I have to let him go.
I am English and he is South African, we went through hell fighting the odds to get visas so we could start a life here in the UK. Now I dont know if he ever loved me at all. I am so confused I dont know if he married me for love, for visas or that the gambling just took over. I just wish he would have given me an explanation.
Thanks again, your words mean so much. Xx