[Monica1]

Ik hoop dat je maagkrampen nu minder zijn geworden. Ik heb vandaag theanine gekregen, dus ik zal je laten weten hoe deze gaan, ik heb ze aan mijn zoon gegeven en hij merkt dat hij angstig wordt. Nu met manlief, dit is een probleem voor je geweest zolang ik op de site ben en ik ben nu twee jaar en 8 maanden vriendin. Met Pete was onze relatie al jaren niet meer aanwezig, wat slechts een van de redenen was waarom ik gokte. Door middel van counseling heb ik dit onderzocht en de moed verzameld om hem te vragen te verhuizen. Nu weet ik dat ons verhaal een verrassende wending heeft gekregen doordat we bijna twee jaar sinds hij wegging weer bij elkaar zijn gekomen, maar de relatie is nu helemaal niet meer zoals die was. Dus soms is een schop onder de kont de moeite waard om dingen ten goede te veranderen. Ik had ook een schop onder mijn kont en heb ook een aantal grote veranderingen aangebracht. Ik besef wel dat we waarschijnlijk in de minderheid zijn. Je moet wel met je man praten en hem vertellen hoe je je voelt. Als je dat niet kunt, zou ik vragen waarom? In deze tijd van crisis is het misschien niet de beste tijd, of misschien wel. Jij bent de beste beoordelaar daarvan.

[Monica1]

Espero que suas cólicas estomacais tenham melhorado agora. Recebi a entrega de l theanine hoje, portanto, vou lhe dizer como estão, eu dei ao meu filho e ele está ficando ansioso. Agora com o marido, isso tem sido um problema para você desde que estou no site e agora estou há dois anos e 8 meses gf. Com Pete, nosso relacionamento já não existia há muitos anos, o que é apenas um dos motivos pelos quais apostei. Foi por meio do aconselhamento que explorei isso e reuni coragem para pedir-lhe que se mudasse. Agora eu sei que nossa história teve uma reviravolta surpreendente, pois voltamos a ficar juntos quase dois anos desde que ele se mudou, mas o relacionamento agora não é nada como antes. Portanto, às vezes vale a pena dar um chute no traseiro para mudar as coisas para melhor. Eu também dei um chute no traseiro e fiz algumas mudanças importantes também. Sei que provavelmente estamos em minoria. Você precisa falar com seu marido e dizer-lhe como se sente. Se você não puder fazer isso, eu perguntaria por quê? Durante este período de crise pode não ser o melhor momento, ou pode ser. Você é o melhor juiz disso.

[Monica1]

Throat much better today. The day again went very quickly. Got my organic delivery which I get very excited about. My mum rang delighted with her birthday flowers.
Cooked a grand pasta dish which was a triumph.
HR off one redeploying one of my team, after some debate. Agreed he could work from home. Now for the other three.

[Monica1]

Well done joerj.
This is a trap that perpetuates the cycle of gambling. When you can say no, don’t want to know, that is progress. And as you so rightly say, we all have kept that backdoor open. When you can tick the five year exclusion or however long their maximum is, that will shut the door. Better still to back it up with an email to support to say u have a gambling problem. Most will shut the door on you quickly although some unscrupulous sites won’t.
Well done for not falling into the bonus money trap.

[Monica1]

Молодец, джордж. Это ловушка, которая увековечивает цикл азартных игр. Когда вы можете сказать «нет», не хотите знать, это прогресс. И, как вы правильно сказали, мы все держали этот черный ход открытым. Когда вы можете отметить пятилетнее исключение или какой бы максимальный срок он ни был, это закроет дверь. Еще лучше подкрепить его электронным письмом в службу поддержки, чтобы сообщить, что у вас проблемы с азартными играми. Большинство из них быстро закроет вам дверь, хотя некоторые недобросовестные сайты – нет. Молодцы, что не попали в ловушку бонусных денег.

[Monica1]

Woke up with a sore throat and a sort of oooer feeling but it isn’t bad. Pleasant and beautiful sunny day. I sat in my shared communal garden for about an hour in the sun.amazing what you appreciate, the simple things in life. Fresh air finally. Got very excited when my hello fresh box was delivered. I am getting excited about cooking food, which was delivered together with a ciabatta and bottle of Malbec. We have never eaten so well in this time of being at home.
I lost 6lbs last week, a delayed reaction to my 3 day fast two weeks ago. I always have delayed reactions, story of my life. So i can indulge in a few calories and cookedan oven baked risotto. I find I can now eat some of the foods I haven’t been able to eat in small amounts.mEveryone thinks I am a good cook but it is just following a hello fresh recipe. Never did I think I would enjoy cooking, but I do and have become an aficionado of the risotto.

[Monica1]

This is very helpful info, and ta for the writing suggestion on my thread.
Whatever ones cup of tea, Your thread is much appreciated!

[Monica1]

Это очень полезная информация и совет по написанию статьи в моей ветке. Какими бы ни были чашечки чая, Ваша ветка очень ценится!

[Monica1]

What a beautiful Sunny day today. I gazed at it through my big bay windows. I still haven’t ventured out but today I feel calm. It is my mums 86th birthday today. She described it as the weirdest one yet. Her friends always send her cards every year, she has two cards this year and a few have rung her to say sorry can’t find a card but happy birthday anyway. She got her b12 injection but struggled to walk to a health centre. Most local Gp practices are closed and people are being seen in the lead GP practice in an area. She had queued at Sainsbury’s as she couldnt bare the usual local shop fare, that is so not my mum. She said the queue was miles but two men saw her and got her to the front of the queue so she didn’t have to wait. Well done those men. She spoke about when she was young in Austria and she was much smarter than her brother but her father said to her that girls don’t matter when her school tried to get her eleven into the top stream of school. I said women have come a long way but I think for most women it has been a struggle in what has been a male dominated world. I like talking to my mum, it is like she has a young woman’s spirit in an old body.
Well, about to cook for everyone soon. I am reading a good book about shaman Durek, really interesting.

[Monica1]

Reading this helped me today.

[Monica1]

Appreciate that.
Today a difficult day draining and tiring. Internet wi fi constantly cuts out. First kitchen sink arguments today just after I was taking in the news about doctors coming back from retirement in the hospital dying. My son came in having a right go that after I cooked dinner late I left the washing up. He also mentioned getting his uncle over to do some work. He already blew it last week getting his brother to come over. I let rip about how doesn’t he ever learn anything? It took a few hours, we made up later and he went out to the shop for me. The news is sad and depressing.
I immediately bought a dishwasher. The amount of kitchen sink arguments people have is unbelievable. Will leave me short for the month but we have organic food in and coming.
The rest of the day spent arguing with her who wrote to two of my team, both deemed vulnerable after being told not to by my mother boss who was on leave today, telling them to immediately reply in the hospital. The stupidity of what is going on just in some hospitals, not just mine is unbelievable. My boss caught covid in the hospital, he has a temperature and cough but made contact yesterday. My other boss who was off today warned hr not to do this.
So a day of arguments have left me tired and drained. Fell asleep at 7. Had a 1:1 with gma At 4 which was short. I was trying to dissipate my anger. Exercise and movement was what we thought might do it. Instead I fell asleep…
There will be more needless deaths of nursing staff and more doctors, and it stinks.

[Monica1]

Lost internet access from 9 last night to just now so couldn’t post yesterday. Again, the day went very fast and I was working as hard as I would be if I was at work. The day goes by so quickly.
I signed on for a Qi gong on line freebie class after Easter, got stuck in my knitting, even though it is a baby simple pattern, cooked cod with chorizo crumb for tea.
Had the online gma group which after some initial technology issues we were able to converse. It is helpful. It was great to clap for the nhs, care workers, shop and delivery workers. I find this very moving.
Today, I open my email to find a second doctor in the hospital, who came back after retirement to help has died. This is very sad and I find my emotions are quite close to the surface. I don’t know either of them but nevertheless I find their sacrifice overwhelming and pray that this pandemic hits its peak and inevitable decline soon.

[Monica1]

My working day from home went quickly. I spent some time sending arguments about my team redeploying. Most of the roles are front line, some horrible, in the morgue. I have written a long diatribe as to why not and am about to involve unions. I have two bosses and one of them is ill, 2 days since we heard from him now which is very unusual.
On a more positive front I tried doing the short story exercises for the comp, it was looking up random phrases to stimulate creativity. I’m afraid mine wasn’t stimulated.
I got the first partner one of my courses, it looks interesting and I will gain a lot from it. I also got my knitting pack. I am really rusty at it and struggled with even casting on.
Today hasn’t been a good day nationally covid wise. Highest number of admissions and highest death rates. Doctors and nurses are dying which is horrific.

[Monica1]

Today I had the day off but as I am again living in my bedroom as Ben and shanti are in the other with the front room stripped for redecoration I am very aware how careful I have to be not to fall into the trap of isolating and getting the old urges. After waking up at 4am for two hours I sleep till 11, a good sleep. I actually feel ok today. The outreach call goes completely wrong and we r continually cut off every few seconds so we abandon that one and revix it.
The day goes by quickly, I still tune into emails and I cook a hello fresh pasta dish for everyone which is nice.
My sister texts to say she has been furloughed or offered redundancy from work, a place she has been for 43 years..!
1st venture out for two weeks to local shop early evening with a mask and gloves to get some electricity. I ensure we keep our distance which is hard in the smaller shops.
No on¿I even delivery slots anywhere but we have a good supply of food and my son found eggs today.

[Monica1]

Yes, this bug thing lasts a long time, I am still getting over mine too three weeks later but most of it has gone. Glad you managed to have a nice time at party. Here no more than two are allowed to gather together. How did u manage that?

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