[Monica1]

Nice to meet u yesterday. As steev says, for some of us girls who GA was never suitable, And we did try, this site, it’s programmes and support has been the thing that made the difference to becoming gambling free.it works and helps, as does journaling.
I am now two years 8 months gf, it is possible and I was in a terrible state when I stopped for a while. But it does pass.

[Monica1]

It is a challenge for all of us to be with ourselves. Today I have stood in the sunshine pouring in through my front room window. Opened the windows, my son and his girlfriend stood in the communal garden, the pallor from staying indoors soon leaves. My son is transforming the house and redecorating. I am looking at knitting, sent off a couple of emails re debts. I haven’t been able to do this much, being distracted by the news, and feeling that slightly tense feeling, which I don’t watch now, only in the evenings when Boris does his thing.
This is the opportunity to do those things we always wanted to do, for me it is writing, registering for the on line healing diets course and I ha ve been looking at knitting, ha ha for beginners for the baby.
Good luck with the job applications.

[Monica1]

Mindannyiunk számára kihívás önmagunkkal lenni. Ma ott álltam a napsütésben, amely beáramlott az előszoba ablakán. Kinyitotta az ablakokat, a fiam és barátnője a közös kertben álltak, a beltéri tartózkodás sápadtsága hamarosan távozik. A fiam átalakítja a házat és felújítja. Kötést nézek, elküldtem pár e -mailt a tartozásokról. Ennyit nem tudtam megtenni, elzavart a hír, és éreztem azt a kissé feszült érzést, amit most nem nézek, csak esténként, amikor Borisz teszi a dolgát. Ez a lehetőség arra, hogy megtehessük azokat a dolgokat, amiket mindig is szerettünk volna csinálni, számomra ez az írás, az online gyógyító diéták tanfolyamra való regisztráció, és én már a kötést néztem, ha ha kezdőknek a baba számára. Sok sikert az álláspályázatokhoz.

[Monica1]

हम सभी के लिए खुद के साथ रहना एक चुनौती है। आज मैं अपने सामने के कमरे की खिड़की से ढलती धूप में खड़ा हुआ हूँ। खिड़कियाँ खोली, मेरा बेटा और उसकी प्रेमिका साम्प्रदायिक बगीचे में खड़े हो गए, घर के अंदर रहने से पीलापन जल्द ही निकल जाता है। मेरा बेटा घर को बदल रहा है और फिर से सजा रहा है। मैं बुनाई देख रहा हूं, कर्ज के कुछ ईमेल भेजे हैं। मैं इतना कुछ नहीं कर पाया, समाचारों से विचलित हो रहा था, और उस थोड़ी तनावपूर्ण भावना को महसूस कर रहा था, जिसे मैं अभी नहीं देखता, केवल शाम को जब बोरिस अपना काम करता है। यह उन चीजों को करने का अवसर है जो हम हमेशा से करना चाहते थे, मेरे लिए यह लिख रहा है, ऑन लाइन हीलिंग डाइट कोर्स के लिए पंजीकरण कर रहा है और मैं बच्चे के लिए शुरुआती लोगों के लिए बुनाई, हा हा देख रहा हूं। नौकरी के आवेदन के साथ शुभकामनाएँ।

[Monica1]

Het is een uitdaging voor ons allemaal om bij onszelf te zijn. Vandaag heb ik in de zon gestaan die door het raam van mijn voorkamer naar binnen stroomde. De ramen open, mijn zoon en zijn vriendin stonden in de gemeenschappelijke tuin, de bleekheid van het binnenblijven gaat al snel weg. Mijn zoon is het huis aan het transformeren en aan het opknappen. Ik ben aan het breien, heb een paar e-mails gestuurd over schulden. Ik heb niet zoveel kunnen doen, afgeleid worden door het nieuws, en dat licht gespannen gevoel voelen, waar ik nu niet naar kijk, alleen 's avonds als Boris zijn ding doet. Dit is de kans om die dingen te doen die we altijd al wilden doen, voor mij is het schrijven, inschrijven voor de online cursus healing diëten en ik heb gekeken naar breien, ha ha voor beginners voor de baby. Succes met solliciteren.

[Monica1]

Didn’t feel great yesterday but colleagues I spoke to didn’t either. So I stopped listening to the news as much. Still speak to Pete every night, he is still working and ok. Friday my smoking increased again so trying again on Sunday. I stay in my bedroom, my son still goes out to get a few things as he is moving into the front room which is further away from mine. He is sorting the place out, baby will be born here. Baby due 24th June and I don’t think this will be quite over by then.
I am gathering my pharmacy together, vitamins and herbs plus doing a 3 day juice and soup fast.
I have listed tbn since January on my tv and tried to retune it today but can’t get it, need HD which I don’t have. Will try and watch it on the iPad.
I hope everyone else is doing ok. I am not right yet but I am Ok.

[Monica1]

I again did a long post and wi fi went, lost the lot. 2nd day running.
I had a productive day working from home with teleconferences. Funding the nhs next year changing a lot. Some people in my broader team will be redeployed to help the nhs effort. My boss has said that my immediate team can all work from home, we all need a test if we are to return. We are being set up with VPN’s. I am grateful for that.
Had a wonderful jacket potato cooked by shanti my sons girlfriend, with homemade coleslaw. Sent my daughter some organic food delivery 11 days time, the shops locally are cleaned out. I have really enjoyed reading about and ordering some supportive things. Makes one feel less powerless. Doing oxygenation and hydrogen peroxide baths and have ordered some. The shadows under the eyes r down to virus, smoking, and lack of fresh air. I am doing something about all of that. From 30 a day somewhat anxious, fagging it, today it will be half that. And tomorrow 10. Have registered for an arvon short writing competition. Stuck at home 12 weeks doesn’t bother me one bit. Had plenty of practice. They keep saying it will be for a year, it won’t, I feel fairly certain about that as long as peeps socially distance. Too many are not in London right now.
I say a big prayer for Italy, they need hope right now and I hope the downturn comes very soon.
Pete popped round at 2 metres distance with some masks.

[Monica1]

We are all scared, seems to veer from scared to ok to scared again.
I am grateful to be able to work from home, that I am not self employed any more and salaried. Grateful that God has a plan and that everyone across nations is working together. The way humanity was going, what did it take for that to happen?
I am grateful for life, love, family and friends.

[Monica1]

Mindannyian félünk, úgy tűnik, hogy a félelemtől az okig megint megijedünk. Hálás vagyok, hogy otthonról dolgozhatok, hogy nem vagyok többé önfoglalkoztató és fizetett. Hálás vagyok, hogy Istennek terve van, és hogy a nemzetek között mindenki együtt dolgozik. Hogyan haladt az emberiség, mi kellett ahhoz, hogy ez megtörténjen? Hálás vagyok az életért, a szerelemért, a családért és a barátokért.

[Monica1]

हम सब डरे हुए हैं, लगता है कि वीर से लेकर ठीक तक फिर से डर गए हैं। मैं घर से काम करने में सक्षम होने के लिए आभारी हूं, कि मैं अब स्व-नियोजित और वेतनभोगी नहीं हूं। आभारी हूं कि परमेश्वर के पास एक योजना है और यह कि सभी राष्ट्र एक साथ काम कर रहे हैं। जिस तरह से मानवता जा रही थी, उसे होने के लिए क्या करना पड़ा? मैं जीवन, प्यार, परिवार और दोस्तों के लिए आभारी हूं।

[Monica1]

We zijn allemaal bang, het lijkt van bang naar ok naar weer bang te gaan. Ik ben dankbaar dat ik vanuit huis kan werken, dat ik geen zelfstandige meer ben en in loondienst ben. Dankbaar dat God een plan heeft en dat iedereen in alle landen samenwerkt. De manier waarop de mensheid ging, wat was ervoor nodig om dat te laten gebeuren? Ik ben dankbaar voor het leven, de liefde, familie en vrienden.

[Monica1]

Just did a long post and lost the lot as ever since the big winds wi fi keeps going all the time.
Yesterday I felt very tired, I have been smoking too much and had dark circles under the eyes, something I have noticed Coronavirus sufferers have had, really dark shadows. Today the cough is much improved. We have to do things to counteract the fear and panic in the collective. For me it is getting herb and vitamin support.
Today I started the nicorette , started it last week but got the side effect I always seem to get, nightmares and lucid dreams. I am cutting down from 30 to ten over the next week.
Letters have come to hospitals from nhs England but under quizzing they are very evasive at the commons select committee. It is awful that front line staff still are not being tested. I think that will change soon but with upgrades from 10,000 to 25,000 tests per day, that will take weeks just to do nhs staff.
The good news for. Wuhan is that only one case today and the news showed people out and about in shanghai. There is an end to this and I think it will be more or less over end June. However, this Government have acted irresponsibly to start with and there may be a large Upward curve coming. I pay to our Heavenly Father this won’t materialise
Pete called me as we do daily now, he is working, he felt better within a day and works outside on his own staying away from his clients. No work, no money and he is under the radar, like many people are in this economy.
I am still working from home and I think soon work will decide who is essential to be at work and who is not. All my team are off on self isolation. I am I. The underlying condition bracket as is a colleague which means 12 weeks out.

[Monica1]

I keep saying that to myself, that God is in charge.

[Monica1]

I am used to self isolating too, and the 9 months when I lived in my bedroom when I was sick and destitute means I can do it again. Wouldn’t want to but can if I have to.
Well, only people in hospital r being tested, no one else in the country is, even healthcare professionals. The covid Helpdesk is on ansafone,mailbox full, try again. This means people who work in hospitals and self isolating which is all my colleagues at the moment are not tested and therefore cannot return to work, or can and infect everyone. Crazy.
Rang my mum who is ok but just has enough food to last the week. She goes to the local shop when they open at the crack of dawn and no one is there. Smart.
Pete started self isolating yesterday.

[Monica1]

Hi Steev
Have u found somewhere to stay in uk? Not sure about your travels to France, think they are going into a total lockdown shortly.

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