To your school there may be more options than u think…
I can empathise where you are coming from, I started “small” and things escalated. I’m no expert but I suggest that the first thing you do is…try and forget about the losses and what could have been. The moment you think about it, you will stop thinking rationally and start to think that you can get it back. The truth is you won’t. That can be hard to accept, even for myself at times, but this is really really important. Secondly exclude yourself from the online gaming site you joined, and consider getting blocking software for your pc and phone. Also just so you aren’t tempted, consider giving control of your savings to someone else. Finally, don’t go back to the football bets, cause you may just start to bet more and more. What I’m basically saying is go cold turkey. Of course, this is just what I’m suggesting and trust me, i’m no expert, I’m just talking from experience and you story really reminded me of me (if that makes sense). Lastly don’t be embarrassed, annoyed all those things, this is some thing that you CAN get over.
All the best