Hello Bettie. Not to worry, God says "Good Things Happen To Those Who Wait" *wink :)"You cannot change the system but you can change who you are"."I would not gamble with money i do not have" and "Make promises i can’t keep".
Bettie: Keep it up.You should love the days you are not gambling. You have a clearer mind and best of all you are living and enjoying every single day of it. It oppose to your journal "woke up wishing i was dead today". :)"You cannot change the system but you can change who you are"."I would not gamble with money i do not have" and "Make promises i can’t keep".