Thank you for the reply and advice.
It’s good to get this off my chest, as I haven’t come clean about this to anyone before.
Today is the first day that I have acknowledged that there’s a problem. Really appreciate someone hearing me out.
For years my bets rarely went over 25 pounds a punt. I had a couple of big ones but lost them. All in all,I was quite responsible and gambled for enjoyment, then last year I just went full out and bet big, won big/lost big.
You’re right… it’s impossible to win now, with this compulsive mindset, and today has shown me that. I was down to 50p for my last bet ffs. How the mighty have fallen eh!
If I carry on there’s more at stake than just money, and that doesn’t bear thinking about.
This is not going to be easy!