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Having a lazy chill out day today, think i deserve it.

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Day 25 continued, just want to say to any new people on here don’t expect any encouragement from the so called admin on here i’m into day 25 and not one of them has said well done but this is normal.

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idi what an honest post , warts and all , i think we are both doing the same thing , telling it as it is. And isn’t that just great, my journal is a daily blog just like yours and i too feel i need to write something everyday whether good or bad after all were only human. I love alcohol too and whats the point in having one when we need a skinful to feel good. Onwards and upwards . 🙂

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A lovely day here in North England , going for a nice walk this afternoon, i feel very content today. Life is good. I choose life.

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Hi idi ive been playing badminton for about 9 months now , some weeks i can’t play because i’m at work . I’ve just started tennis lessons so that is new though . Hope your enjoying your break . 🙂

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Day 24 and been into work for union meetings. Thoughts turned to gambling on way home and driving to a bookmakers 23 miles away. I thought it all through and how it would affect my life. Just one thought was i could lose £300 in 5-10 minutes and how long it takes me to earn £300 . I fed the good wolf.

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Really enjoyed treating my partner yesterday , a great memory. Today i’m having another normal day sat with a cup of tea, later i’m playing badminton, life is good, i choose life.

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Hi idi i think in the past i over elaborated on things also, i made a decision the other week where what was happening was my heart was ruling my head. Once i stopped this and made the decision although i was still feeling guilty about it the right thing to do was done. Hope you have a lovely break away, you deserve it. 🙂

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An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life. “A fight is going on inside me,” he said to the boy.

“It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil – he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.” He continued, “The other is good – he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you – and inside every other person, too.”

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, “Which wolf will win?”

The old Cherokee simply replied, “The one you feed.”

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Day 21 and a quick check on my daily spends diary over last 3 weeks , examples, £25 vets, £20 petrol, £ 6.75 aldi, £1.10 papers etc etc etc. it’s good to see where my hard earned money is going .

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Last night shift tonight then 6 days off , really looking forward to them. Lots to do , always lots to do now i’m not gambling or wallowing in self pity after doing so. Life is good, i choose life , i’m (Kin) feeding the good wolf. 🙂

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Hi idi thats a long list, only you can make alot of those things happen, you will get all of those things in time by doing what your doing now. We all feel miserable and down from time to time so thats normal. Onwards and upwards one day at a time. 🙂

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Had a really good day , bit slow to get going , slightly hungover, been to church and met some really nice people. Going on my 12 hour nightshift at 5pm. Life is good.

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Cheap cuts of meat, ( now meat you would like :)) Nightwear of your choice 🙂 and your not gambling, simple things are the best , onwards and upwards 🙂

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Day 18 , half a day from work today, going to sit back relax and enjoy the rugby, life is good, i choose life. ( gambling is not life for me, it’s destruction )

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