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20 August 2015 at 9:59 am in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26146mickyParticipant
The days are so long my mind wanders wishing my life away but isn’t that the same for everyone , people wish for weekends when it’s monday, wish for the next holiday when they have just had one etc etc etc are we becoming so impatient were missing out on the here and now or am i reading too much into this ????
6 August 2015 at 4:01 pm in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26145mickyParticipantAnd 3 things i am grateful for today 🙂
1. Thinking things through
2. Taking things slowly.
3. Being patient and accepting fathertime .5 August 2015 at 10:36 am in reply to: I have lost everything, 4 years of roulette has ruined me #31036mickyParticipantHi Rich you have come to the right place we are all compulsive gamblers on here and you are not alone, we all have our own different stories but ultimately there is only one root cause. Keep posting and use the advice line , it may be a long journey on your recovery but it will be a worthwhile one , Micky.
5 August 2015 at 10:30 am in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26143mickyParticipant1. Good friends.
2. Happy days.
3. Tea.4 August 2015 at 10:44 am in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26142mickyParticipant1. Patience.
2. Thinking things through.
3. The end result.3 August 2015 at 12:25 pm in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26141mickyParticipant1. Working out.
2. Being able to work out.
3. Not being lazy.
My glass is half full 🙂2 August 2015 at 3:27 pm in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26140mickyParticipant1. Having a nice day today.
2. Feeling content today.
3. Feeling normal.1 August 2015 at 8:53 am in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26139mickyParticipant1. Waking up sober and healthy.
2. Having food .
3. Going to do some charity work today .31 July 2015 at 5:22 pm in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26137mickyParticipantI’m not torturing myself i know thats not the answer i’m just pleased i came to my senses and came home to a safe place. 🙂 Hope theres no foxes about Vera 🙁
31 July 2015 at 3:43 pm in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26135mickyParticipantWell i had a bet today , iv’e let myself down but most of all everyone who is supporting me , NPGC, my brother and my doctor. I feel really confused at the moment because i knew i was going to do it and didn’t stop myself. I’m going to have a really good think about this today about why and what made me do it. 🙁
30 July 2015 at 3:26 pm in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26133mickyParticipantI just wanted to remind myself of the last bet i made and the madness gambling becomes . It was on a virtual reality race ( in other words basically a cartoon ) . I decided to back the favourite at 7/4 , it won but i didn’t, i had mistakenly put down the wrong number , what i thought was a 6 was actually a 5. Imagine my horror at my mistake . number 6 was a 33/1 shot which i would never have bet on. Pure madness. As the weeks have gone by since that last bet i am enjoying my life for the first time in years doing normal things like shopping and housework without all the shit gambling brings in the background win or lose it’s all shit. I am experiencing the old/ new me , enjoying things i used to enjoy once again. I once had no tunnel now i have a tunnel with light at the end of it.
30 July 2015 at 3:14 pm in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26132mickyParticipant1. Seeing my son , makes my day 🙂
2. Looking after my cats.
3. Looking after myself.29 July 2015 at 12:54 pm in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26130mickyParticipant1. Waking up sober.
2. Looking forward to the rest of the day .
3. Nice weather.28 July 2015 at 2:20 pm in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26128mickyParticipant1. Enjoying life again.
2. Being me again.
3. Enjoying being me again.
All the above are because i am not gambling 🙂 🙂 😉27 July 2015 at 4:12 pm in reply to: Today is the first day of the rest of my life, today i take a different path. #26127mickyParticipant1. Making lifestyle changing decisions and sticking to them .
2. Not bottling things up – if i say how i feel and people don’t like it – TOUGH.
3. Feeling great . -
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