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Recovery is good , i like recovery as strange as it seems i’m looking forward to paying some of my debt off on payday this week . Had a lovely day today with my partner i got her a card and present off her daughter which she wasn’t expecting , really made her day, she told me she cried when her daughter gave her them. Life is good.

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Enjoyed our charity event today, making over £300 for the kitty. Home now and feeling good about life.

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Good day yesterday turned into a bad day, but i did not gamble or even try to. Looking forward to tomorrow , helping out at our charity event. 🙂

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Last night i got the munchies and went to the corner shop and purchased , chocolate, a yoghurt and a pot noodle. £2.12 in total. I could do this because i am not wasting my money , probably seems an insignificant post but in the past i would not even have a spare 12p never mind £2.12.

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Hi idi DDD is on the self help page of gambling therapy , Delay, Distract, Decide. 🙂

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it’s never too late to to change our ways or thinking , i think the DDD is a good one , as Kin says feed the good wolf.

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What an absolute brilliant post , gambling for twenty minutes , just puts things into perspective doesn’t it. I bet he looks great in the new trainers thats made my day and made me smile 🙂

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Lots to do today but lots of time to do them , re-cycling , pick tablets up, some ironing (maybe) and going to a quiz night tonight. And the ongoing chores in the house which everyone has to do , those who are lucky like myself to have a roof over their heads, iv’e been thinking alot lately about the many homeless people in our so called first world country, how they survive in this freezing weather is beyond me. I often pray for them.

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Hi idi, just a quick hello , good that your now thinking what if i’d gambled last night, i too am thinking the same . I’m going into town later for some shopping and yes you made me think what if i was still gambling , there would be no shopping . And my ironing needs done 🙂

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Bit tired today , just completed my 4 12 hour shifts , now 6 days off , good thing is i don’t even feel like gambling , all those barriers really do help.

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Hi laura thank you for the uplifting post on my thread. I hope your surgery is a success and your recovery is a good one. Two of my friends are awaiting back operations as well , they have both been off work for several months, i’m so blessed to have my health.

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Day 40 and as a christian i am currently in LENT , Lent is were you give something up for 40 days ( it can be longer say 44 days because sundays don’t *****. You can also instead of giving something up , give something instead , for instance i tied my neighbours garden yesterday of some litter which had accumalated but you couldn’t see for a few days because of the bad weather , i didn’t tell them i was doing this so hopefully it was a nice surprise for them. You don’t have to do something big every day, just opening a door for a stranger or a polite hello is all . Hope everyone is happy today, if not ride the waves and hopefully tomorrow will be better. 🙂

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Hi idi just a quick post, your doing brilliantly now , hope you get the job you want soon. 🙂

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I didn’t post between 34-38 because i didn’t feel like doing so . Today would have been my mams 91st birthday , so iv’e been up to the cemetery and wished her happy birthday and also took her some handpicked flowers from my partners garden. Today i also gave my partner my bank card as i know it’s safer with her and i feel better in myself now i have done so.

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Yes idi when prompted velvet said yes yup well done , hardly a boost that i will not forget actually pretty pathetic, making excuses in the same message also for the rest of the silent staff. My point is this and i have suggested this , one of them should monitor the my journal everyday and post comments accordingly , i have had one comment in 33 day days and i had to beg for it. When someone new on here gets no comments , the staff should be commenting encouraging words , its not too much to ask , i checked out the names of some of them (staff)
and to be honest i have never seen comments off the majority of them,

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